part TWO

NEW BLOG.

2007-04-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

This picture will link you to the new blog. (:

no more hypocrite!

2007-03-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

today i made it so fucking obvious. but still she didnt know. AH WHO THE FUCK CARES. i did something very fucking wrong today. & he said i very guofen. fuck him lah. he sill go look what. shiet. im splurting so many swear words. SOMEONE SAVE ME!

I DOWANNA BE A HYPOCRITE NO MORE!

Who Am I. One Way.

2007-03-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

CASTING CROWNS /who am i.

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth

Would care to know my name

Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star

Would choose to light the way

For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin

Would look on me with love and watch me rise again

Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea

Would call out through the rain

And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am Yours

Whom shall I fear

Whom shall I fear'

Cause I am Yours

I am Yours

HILLSONG/ one way.

I lay my life down at Your feet
Cause You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You are always there

In troubled times it's You I seek
I put You first that's all I need
I humble all I am all to You

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

You are the Way the Truth and the Life
We live by faith and not by sight for You
We're living all for You

im going back. soon. (:

2007-03-24T11:58:00.000+08:00

OMYGAWD OMYGAWD OMYGAWD! MY COUSINS ARE COMING BACK IN FIVE HOURS TIME!! :DDDDDDD yay! lonely no more! ((((: eee. imisstricia. imissac. )): movie in 2! bbq in 5! life just doesnt seem to get much better den this. (:

i cant take it. maybe i'll just blast something at them & just make dem rot off. suckers! johor-bahru sucks. BIG TIME.

2007-03-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

thank god for saturday & sunday. for my TWITTY FAMILY is finally pieced together in singapore once again. (:

i love him & i love her. sunday or saturday? saturday is TWIT day. sunday is WDH day. id choose saturday then. but wadever HE says depends on which i would take. soooooo, im gonna call him....NOW. okay. so......hes sleeping. nevermind. tomorrow. hmm..so.......yeps. i still hate sluts. & i will forever hate bitchers. NOT BITCHES. BITCHERS. people who bitch about people. & sluts. which....cant explain. went to lanshop wiv sean, dongqiang, cong, elton, clement, zhiwen, zhiwei. yea, he din go. had cca. ): hahas. sadded lor. met weeguan dere. he help me play last match. (((: those boys in our class really rock. dey are so cute lah. (:

once upon a time when i believed fantasy came true.

my darlings tricia & autoclicker.

2007-03-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

oh darn. schools starts ALL OVER AGAIN! must go JOHOR-BAHRU. siandaos. =.- i miss tricia. ): i miss autoclicker. ): but i dont miss band. =.- so sians.

PARTY IN SIX DAYS! :DDDD

MY DAY. (((((:

2007-03-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

this is a balless man wearng pink shoes & berms. gross i know.

WUAHAHAHAHA. had band from 10 to 12. went to eat & slack wiv tricia till 2 set off for lil india to play lan. yay. wcong teach me play dota. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~ heeheeheeeeeees. shiok lahs. first girl in class to learn how to play dota. ^^ & i damn fking noob eh. ): den play till 4plusplus. the guys went to the toilet. wdf. dey go play wiv the lights. (elton never. SO RELAX?!!!) so kena call in by the security guard. fuck. i swear never to go tekka mall play lan agn. so wewent to seiyu. on the way dere leuven went home. when we reachd there elton went home. left wencong, depak, anson, brendalee, tricia & me. went to vivo to slack. yadah yadah yadah.. depak went to take bus. dn tricia, brendalee, anson, wencong & me all talking cock in the mrt. den anson & wenong send me home. & tadah. our class outing. LOLS. sians. waiting for my dota to be sent. YAY. dota rocks though i suck. LOLS. so sians. so yah. (: happy reading.

blogskin troubles.

2007-03-11T12:07:00.000+08:00

MY HANDS ARE ITCHING TO STRIKE OUT SOMETHING! oh fcuk. number 16 shud know wad i mean. :DDD darn.

i wanna change blogskin! someone help???

the crisis.

2007-03-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

im kinda......happy? HAHAHAS. bcos we dont care if shes being hated or loved. but we just hate being reminded or her. SO DONT TEST US! (: march is a fcuking crisis month. friendships are being tested around the globe. even in small singapore many are taken down. not say jakarta. but so, who cares?? if you find one you love, stick by her. or even stick by him! yeps.

just to say, nothing can make us think otherwise again. (:

2007-03-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

all the pictures suck today. urghs. soooo..too bad. had 30th aniversary for bendemeer secondary. morning gt competitive running. so sians. all the way slack. =.- dennnnnnnn..saw HIM..kaos. whole body black. LOLLLLS! den most 2e1nianns went up to class & slack & talk talk. wuahahas. den change into uni. den meet up inband room. den practice awhile & concert! so sians. den after concert go home wiv alex & desmond & sleep. hahaas. & now taking on the fone. =.- bored dao.

the pig is MEOWING!

2007-03-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ALEXCHIA! o7o3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI EN!

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY WEIYOONG! o9o3

HAPPY 2 DAYS EARLY SHAOQING! 10o3

i wont come back till i feel like it. so eat on this post. whatever you like.

2007-03-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

cmon. you know i hate the things you do. so just dont make things worse.

COMPARISIONS.

2007-03-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

OKAY! lets compare something.

THIS IS 2005(nov.)! THIS IS 2006(feb.)!

THIS IS 2007(feb.)!

THIS WAS YESTERDAY!

SO DIFFERENT RIGHT!!! hahahas.

anways, todays pictures;

went for jiang as usual wiv tricia. den went shopping. okay, aka, wandering around w/o any destination. (漫无目的:D showing off my chinese.) gt high & went home. HAHAHAS. den 9 plus desmond forgot his maths text so i met him & went to alex's block. go dere slack. LOLS. talk crap lahs. den went home at 11. desmond 请我喝 liquid spremicide. xP den went home. slack somemore. 1am plus i was jumping at my door so i could see dawn opposite my block. =.- LOLS! i think thats abit cute? HAHAHAS! :DDDDD

只爱你一个. :DDDDDD

还在等你的白痴.

BIRTHDAY!

2007-03-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

A VERY PICTUREY POST.

dont bother about that big name. =.-

RAHAHAHAS! my birhday today! nthg much lahs. budden so damn gandong lor so many ppl gimme presents! tricia, brenda, joycelyn, anson, wencong, leuven, guanwee, shaun, elton & vincent gave me a supr GIGANTIC TWEETY! the fish says it resembles me cos of the hair. waliaooooooo. HAHAS. den shermine gave me a PIKACHU! :DDD sherhong gave me a monkey(which lookd like her....). XDDD dawn gave me a YELLOW FROG. ((((: peixin gave me TWO PIGS. carmen gave me SOTONG. & my some peeps in my class gave me a HUGE BOARD.

can you like belive it? most of these things are YELLOW. XD

this is how big the tweety really is if compared to my sister~.

sometime ago in the library wiv that siaocharboh~.

a visit to mr hong's place in chinese newyear.

chinese newyear in amarhs place.

yeps. all those photos i din upload are here! XD

ohyea, & heres brenda & me for you! XD

my comp gt reformatted.

2007-02-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

RARS! my fkg comp gt reformatted. DERES NTHG HERE!!!

no songs. no photos. no videos. NO USB CONNECTION!!

that the most important one. ALL THOSE FOTOS CANT BE UPLOADED. kensai. KENASAII!!! yucks. why m i talkg sooooo primary school. URGHS. playd something that i shudn have playd yesterday. scary. but ci ji. shiok. bt dangerous. D: some secondary ones are killg me. i shud just change my hp number & my msn acc. fk. stupid immature pigs. erm. i still AJ! yeps. dere else lahs. deres tons of homework waitg for me. kns. OH YAHS. im back on a maple addiction. yea...maybe i shud just cancel all my buddies on mapl & concentrate on traing. :DDDD just a thought lahs.

nvr thought i coudn forget you. URGHS.

peom

2007-02-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.

He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.

You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.

It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

some stupid peom i cam across in friendster! (: indulgeeeee~

valentinesday.

2007-02-14T19:32:00.000+08:00

VDAY! nuzhat & vincent gave me mnms~ THANKYOUUUUU! MUACKKKKKKKS! hahas. & guess my luck. im 3rd for oral presentation. yea, thanks mdm shahnaaz. -.= URGHS. vdayyyyy~ felt like dday. fk siaaaaa! i kept blowg kisses for the whole day today. (: hope people feel good. hahas. i dint mind MT class today though i kinda miss sittg wiv alex & wcong. ): BOOOO.. i also kinda miss sittg wiv leuven! BIGGER BOOOOOO.. )))): tday was a faggy day. yesterday was WORSE. TRICIAAAAAA! WHAT AM I GONNA DOOOOO? hais. oh yeah, talkg abt tricia. hahaa. elton, shaun & alex waitd for us outside the bandroom today. ^^ thankyou! why? cos play CATCHG again. wahahaha~~ so elton, shuan, zhien, zhiwei, tricia, sean & i playd. play like morons lor. hahaaa. den tricia slipd & fell while chasing me. ): i feel kinda bad. lols. so sent her back. RAR. well, i feel kinda dumb. but, ohwell here are some pictures.

picture perfect. (:

YAY! MY 2 FAVOURITE JUNIORS! (hmm.. wheres renee?)

yeeheuy.zara.lavin. (((: (obviously i was bored. -.=)

YAY! change specs! hahas. xD

MOTHER TONGUE CLASS~~

YAYS! yeehuey & meeee~ (:

urghs. whys she doing this to me?

2007-02-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

rar. stayd back to help out wiv the noticeboard. turnd out to be another big flop. LOLS. just pasted backgrnd. tricia, bwen, dongqiang, elton, dpak, libing & alex were there. (: in the end libing only one doing. feel kinda SAD? ): SORRAYEEEEE!! the rest of us were playg SCHOOL CATCHG. something like block catchg only in the school lahs. run like hell lahs. so fun~~! XD ehs? i tot 1st & 2nd kena cuaght must treat the rest? ): lols. rars. so damn tired lahs. den anson join in ltr. KAO EHS HE GO TELL ALEX WHERE SHAUN! ))))): den walk home like want to die. LOLS. tricia say i look like i anytime will fall down. LOLS. yays.

PE play badminton. (: joycelyn said tanbakcheng was her favourite teacher bcos of that. ORH HOR! JOYCELYN'S NOSE GONNA GO LONGER! xD today whole day wiv shermine. love her like hell lahs. tmr giv her valentine gift. XD hahahahas. yayyyyyyys. sianjipua. english commontest so sian. i dozed off while writing. dumb daoooooo! den i lost control of my fingers so my pen droppd. & i thank my pen for waking me up if nt i wud have been in DEEP SHYT. (:

sjp. tmr is vday. actually i din rly rmb vday last time. i only knew dat the day b4 dat was wenyi's bday~ ((: RARRRRRRRS. anyway i will be spendg it in the band room as always.

BUT, one thing rly botherd me today. dat talk betweennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. i din rly tell anyone abt it lahs. i felt...................weird. okay. heck. (: SMILE & SMILE ALWAYS! just feel dat shes takg abit of my personal life away. hais.

dead tired. peaceeeeeeeeeeee! ( i dowanna another talk or question about this. please.)

ps, please tag me after you have read? i dont knw whose readg my blog. ITS SCARY YA?

reflection on 9th of feb.

2007-02-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

i finally realised how important each individual in the band is. (: yeah. all the seniors were right. you have to do it in order to FEEL it. it feels GREAT. you ahve that POWER UP feelg. but im feelg sadness now. im afraid dat when the graduating batch go, the foundation will collapse. im afraid dat dere will be no carol to calm me down. no melissa to make me laff. no marcus in his dress. no farid wiv his nice-ness. all these will be POOF gone. omygawd.

im just feelg so emo today.
& i still miss you.

BENDEMEER IN CONCERT 2007.

2007-02-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS BENDEMEER IN CONCERT 2007! yessssssss~ it was a freeeeeeaking successful one. although the first half & during the rehearsal i was kinda stressd & pissd...evrything became fine in the end. :D now back to square one. we will be concentrating on THAT CHOICE PIECE & THAT SET PIECE. (:

was really grateful for all the smses that you people sent me after & before the concert. (: THANKYOU for attendg it & making it a FULL HOUSE. ((((: i really hope that there will a concert like this again. :DDD

cant really imagine that all the hard work since november till now ended up like this. a success. i seriously enjoyd myself though i had this feelg that we could have done better. mum said les miserables was the nicest piece in the whole concert. XD & goldilocks was the UNFORGETTABLE one. xD band practices will be resume as per normal. rahahahahas. now i have the motivation to study & do very very very very well for syf. i will practice very very very very very hard. i wanna make my seniors proud & jealous somehow. heheeeees.

my favourite photos of the day. :D

memoirs of o9o2o7. ((:

finally, TRICIA FOR YOU!

2007-02-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

RARR!

my sister is molestg me. ))))):

random post.

2007-01-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHS. stuff like CCA, SCHOOL, RELATIVES, PARENTS, HOME, TEACHERS, HIM ARE TOTALLY STRESSING ME OUT! come to think of it, shermine made some sense. band took up sooo much my time, i cant find myself anymore. "/ well, band takes up our time that we go crazy. shermine's cca gives her so much time it drives her crazy! well, this is HUMAN. up to date, my aunties think im come young punk being a leftout in school. only know how to make trouble, get average grades & stuff. AWW CMON! but i cant be botherd to change that image anymore. wadever. sec 1s are seriously so damn childish. its sickening. childish is okay. but to be rude? sheesh. what kind of environment are these kids growg up in? i darent even ask my senior about guys till i was like......a senior myself? wad the hell sia. URGHS. anyways, tomorrow doing goldilocks & the 3 bears. hehs. die liaos. homework is makg me breathless. give me a break?

him. well, he.........is ignoring me.

i shall end this here. i wanna catch some sleep & do some homework. nights.

2007-01-28T12:21:00.000+08:00

RAWRS! i did something i SHUDN HAVE DONE! URGHHHHHHS! AHHHHHHHHHS! it looks so awful nowwwwww! ))))): tomorrow duno how to go to sku lerhs! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS! D: i scared he laff at me lor. waliaoooooos. wencong says i shud go down & fix the problem. ): no money eh. dieeee. RARS. hais.
guess this is destiny. BYE HAIR.

cant seem to let go.

2007-01-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

tuesdayyyyyyyyyyyyy~ he pei-ed me to braddell. pei-ed me back to boonkeng & went back to little india. it was weird? din knw that he really would pei me lor. somemore OFFER to pei me back. XD somehow, those stupid moments arent really stuck in my head. moreover, i think about them as just a moment in time. but i knw i still cant seem to let it go. hais.

pictures!

2007-01-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

PICTURES COLLECTED.

took this in one of the rest in taka. XD

ZOOM IN FOR THE FOLLOWING!
library~
chunhei, elton, leuven & i did this. HAHAHA. (it was ICETOFU den NICE TOFU)

xmas night last year.
this is TRICIA!

xmas night last year.
THIS IS ME! (sushi-ed rolld. LOLS.)

THATS NICHO FOR YOU!

bye peeps! :D

deleted last post.

2007-01-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

i found the last post really dumb. so i deleted it. RAHAHA. wcong still owes me a bubbletea. YAYYYYY. (:
anyway i updated his blog lerh. so if you guys wanna go take a looooook? :D

stupid post.

2007-01-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

*edited
RA! im pissed yet cant scold. im sad yet cant cry. i have bottled up my feelings for so long, one day i might just burst into tears & drop onto the ground sobbing for hours. i accidently did in school. bt i managed to stop myself before any stupid questions come popping up to me. (: HAISSSSSS. yes, i admit i was jealous. i was deemed right down into the bone jealous. happy? urghs. just hope no one WRONG reads this before another question pointed to me will lead to a hysterical & stupid quarrel which will spark off just because of this post. nono. bt not wiv the same person. nono.

well, actually i dont knw. blogs are all online yea? the main idea of a blog is to post all your thoughts & your evryday life in here. bt if you post some negative posts about others, others will naturally come over here to find you. then at the same time, when you use some unworthy words, some others will come over & correct you for wadever they think is wrong. BUT, the ironic thing is this. when you write things in journals, no one cares cos they cant get to read it. if they DO get to read it, they might be hypocritical & keep secrest AWAY from you. sounds logical? SO, bottomline, wads the use of a blog if you cant make known things to yourself & yet at the same tme try to make evryone happy? common sense? if youre confused, its okay. cos im not here to make evryone i knw happy. i dont owe anyone a million dollars(HAHAHA? :P).

SO, today, regurgitated my milo this morning. felt like as if my throat was burning. guess its all the stupid hydrochloric acids in my stomach(HEHS). mr lee made me do the board. rar. its okay. i will try to do my very best. ^^ class rug. ive nvr done it before. rar. sometimes when you are the head for too long. you dont knw wad goes on underneath. "/ this is a good chance for me to rmbr wad it was like. (: anyway, yea, was kinda pissed. this is the 2nd consecutive day that i was pissed. lucky, i knw tmr wont be a assy day for me. cos tmr isnt a school day. (: asked him some questions. wasnt rly excited went he told all those crap. i guess, it was just too little too late(im just being stupid. seriously. XD)?

hahahas. todays a long post & it aint done. haha! went to eat chicken rice wiv shermine & her sis, sherhong. & her sis' friends. dawn & peixin? yea. shud be her name. yea. peixin said to be scared of me.. like.....what the? HAHAHAS. m i rly that intimidating? ): amkes me a lil sad okayyyy. so yea, after that went for band. supposed to play the whole repertoire, budden me samad kept stopping in between animation. RAR. gonna watch the stupid totoro thing later. see whats it all abt. haiiiiiiis! hope our concert is a total success. till then, i hope no slacking comes from me.

i loved you so much, i wantd to cry.

\what i forgot to update yesterday.
i forgot to update abt 11th of january. hehs. that day wcong & i had modular after sku. bt it was raing like crazy. bt he ran off first. i was left at the foyer wiv tricia & shermine. (: we saw anson & leuven there also. heh heh. it was 230pm. raaa. so i walkd in the stupid rain wiv so many people looking at me thinking dat i was most probably insane. so i walkd home totally soaked. bt my feet were miraculously dry. the part which my bag coverd was also dry. xP anyway, yea, bathed den went to fulushou. met wcong & kept laffing. mr koh ask if we knw each other, we say duno. HAHAHAAAAAA. =.- sian. budden, the main point is my maths is btr den his lah. after modular, he sent me to the busstop. it was raing like SIAO. SIAO till maybe when people nvr see rain before, they think tsunami want to come already. hahas. wcong still send me ehhhhh! hahahas. so nice. so i went on the bus, shivering like a stupid moron.

went off the bus & walkd further down. guess who i saw?

airu & stephanie!

den i walkd down somemore, guess who is saw?

depak & friends!

den i walkd down maybe abt 2 steps down. guess who i saw?

shermine & her friend!

den i walkd down somemore. guess who i saw?

shihan!

den i walkd down somemore guess who i saw?

jaspreet & friends!

then i walkd further down, guess who i saw? well, you cudn have guessed, cos i dont even knw her. lol. i saw her frm the bus i took direct frm the busstop at bugis. she let me share her brolly! so nice hor.. den she say she saw me wet frm the bus till the stop. hahaas. so share a while since she was so persistent. den we walkd till the bbc. she askd me if i lived in block 3. o.o (like hw would she knw right..) yeah. so my story ends here. (:

yesterday i ate some of my sister's baby food. the mashed applesauce. eeee. its like sweet at first, den leave it in your mouth for too long, it turns bitter. overall, it does taste like real apple. ^^(maybe dats why i dont rly like it. LOL.)

cant rly be online these few days. my comp is laggg as my uncle uses it to d/l stuff. ))): nvm. hee.

i rly appreciate evrything evryone has done for me. i knw sometimes i dont show it, bt rly, its all the little things that you guys do that sometimes make me rly mad & make me rly happy. :DD

thanks wcong for sending me & peiing me to go on thursday & talking on the phone!
thanks shermine for lending me her umbrella + being there for me for evrything!
thanks for annonymous that shared wiv me her umbrella!
thanks brenda for always being there for me!
thanks mr lee for asking abt me too!
thanks for shaoqing trying to wish me goodmorning & goodnight!
thanks tricia for sharing her secrets! (:

i just wanna thank evryone that anyone has done anything for me! :DDD

i might stop blogging this year. so this might be the last post, SO eat on it! hahahas. but! i will be back if i want to. heees. wait for me yea? hahaas. anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYLVIA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE LEE! <333

urghs. i wud wish to talk to you soooo much! i rly love you so much. i wanna cry.

/this was edited at 830am.

im who who makes oneself's life suck.

2007-01-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

i love him. i love him not. i love him. i love him not. i love his brother? HAHAHA. no way. bt his bro SHUAI DAOOOO~! XD sometimes, i cant help it bt just feel like calling him to tell him how i feel exactly. bt, EEEW?? hahahahahas! his bday. urghs. it sucked BIG TIME. im gonna make SOMEONE'S birthday REALLY GREAT this year. (: my buddy for the year 2006 ehhhhh! HAHAHA. i love her i love her. once i hated her, bt, friends will all go through hard obstacles. thats how friendships are bonded. STRONGER :DD i guess she herself will knw who? HAHAHA. im NOT telling. (:

im who who makes oneself's life suck. im not gonna do it anymore. (: THANKS WS!

life is...........

2007-01-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

i ~~love~~ ~~hate~~ ~~love~~ ~~hate~~ ~~love~~ ~~hate~~ ~~love~~ ~~hate~~ ~~love~~ ~~hate~~ him. URGHS. I DONT KNW!! nvm. today had CCA orientation. "/ SO SCARY LA! shout here shout there.. all the sec ones so hard to psycho. = but kids, seriously, you may think npcc is fun. bt the teachers in charge all jia xing xing one. hais. but all the sec ones this year like very little eh. hais. met his bro & cousin. lols. wcong showed. xP nthg to regret now. npcc so nice. one for all, all for one. if you compare band peeps & npcc peeps in our class, npcc more united. ):

talked wiv weeguan last night. what he said was all correct. (: i cant stick to a friend for a long time. i will get sick of them. hais. cmon!! let me change. oh yea, b4 i forget ms aw asked me to go to dm office outside after assembly. i think... i put here cos in case i forgot. ): tuesday after sku gg to watch deathnote 2 also. grr. only sec 2 lor. the rest all sec 3. ): nvm. who cares. OH YA..

im bored. =.- life sucks as a secondary two student. urghs. im so sick of it already. you get exposed to all the stupid & childish things that they do in the school. im getting very sad. when its your first few months in secondary school. all things seem innocent. when evrything done in the school is all for hypocracy. damn. why m i saying all these.

i thought all things would be darn FINE. i thought my stupid secondary one year was over. but i overlookd something. more sec ones will come in. & my favourite secondary 4 friends would be replaced by suckups. i forgot. i forgot. i lost it when i gained it all. why?

yea. my cousin is right. if fairness governed life, no one would die young. life is nvr fair. never. ahs. you immature morons wouldnt understand. maybe others would. bt most of the people i knw in my life will nvr undertsand.

im really bored.

2007-01-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

RAHAHAHAA. you stupid spastic assholes dont think i cant DONT use verbal abuses as part of my evryday speech den go & die lahhhh! ))))))): i will just bang the wall & cry. LOLS? hahahas. im just rly tired & depressed lah. tired cos ive been like doing work round the house for quite a long time to day & depressed cos...well, depressed cos of TWO MAJOR reasons. the rest are not counted. =x xP

SCHOOL'S STARTING!!
im gonna be in secondary 2 next year & we are nt the youngest in benss anymore. ):

sad case urh. HAHAHAA. 2k7 is gonna be a green year for me. hehs. i dont care ar, next year derh secondary 1 btr dont gimme face hor. slap them den dey knw. WUAHAHAHAHAA~ seriously, im just entertaining myself here. -.=

so sian! ): gonna work hard this year! gonna turn into a better person! goodluck vanessa! xP

dead & gone on the 2nd of january. LOL.

HAPPY NEW YEAR. <3

2007-01-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! \ CARMEN new year & VANESSA new year. xP

this new year sucks. bt to me, no newyear has evr rocked YET. ): wait till we can go to siloso beach. to parteh! hahaha~ no lah. newyear only newyear what. no diff. -.= siansasi!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS;

do my homework!
NO VULGARITIES!
try not to hate next year sec 1s & make good friends wiv them.
do NOT covet. NEVER!!
remember to stick to the newyear resolutions. (:

oh how i love myself. hahahas!

thought you should you know i tried my best to let go.

happy vanessa day. :D

2006-12-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

RAR. today band had partay. LOL. play warabe-uta. quite okay? at first cudn play loud enuf. -.= den i play till want to do. GRR. nahhhh. alumnis came back. :D ANYWAY, vanessa lee gt back her own pressie. lol. i wanted to exchange wiv her. WDFFFFFF. PETER GAVE UHU GLUE. den i laffed like shyt lah. lol. den vanessa lee dowan to exhcnage wiv me. den i gt her pressie bt she gt nthg. ): so my mama ask me buy one pressie back for her. xP hehhhhh. OH SHYT. hvn buy coolluck(lol?) & xiaopink(lol?) pressie.. GRRRR. yay! ive been getting wad i wanted so far... these were the things i wanted or needed;

~~courtshoes(for band)~~

~~more socks~~

~~new schoolbag~~

~~stayovers~~

~~my sister to like me more.~~ :D

less acne

to sorta go back to school.

for my DEAR COUSIN to come back

~~to stay at home & rot.~~

talk wiv him abt sensitive issues.

^^ hahas. yeah.. so dis is life. coolluck, choi sum & cucumber go chalet liaos. ): means cucumber by all means will go to the red house. -.= BOOOOOOO! hahas. lalalalalalalaaaaas. i thought i would have typed quite alot more. seems like this ain the case. ): lols. oh yeah! my comp is DEAD. FECKING DEAD. soooooo, i wont rly be online. HAIS.

i miss you. PICK ME UP NOW.

YAY!

2006-12-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

YAY! tomorrow tricia tan come overrrr. then de next day i go overrrrr. hahahas. YAY! :DDDD after dat band! rar!! tomorrow gt acting. grrrrrr. snadra & i act as spastics. LOL.

nthg much to blog about already. sian. SCHOOL RAWKS! :DDDDDD anyway, found smt to doooo! wooohooooooo!!~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYING & NUZHAT! :D

anson's bro + cousin coming to benss! OMG!

2006-12-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! SOMEONE'S BROTHER PLUS COUSIN IS COMING TO BENDEMEER SECONDARY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! SHOOT ME TO TELL ME IF ITS REAL, IF IT IS, IM ELATED IM DEAD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! IF THERE WAS NO ONE AT HOME, I WUD HAVE BEEN SCREAMING LIKE CRAZY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

& he hasnt done his homework. HA!HA!

percentage of stupidity. hahaha.

2006-12-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

STUPIDITY TEST. mark X when you have done it before.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You had run into a glass/screen door before.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You had run into a tree/bush before.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fell.
[x] You have choked on your own saliva.
[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw,but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class andstarted to talk/drool, or snore
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] You were telling a story and you forgot what you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug. (if only ants are counted.)
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realise it before.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.
[ ] You ran around naked in your house.
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chairbefore.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you tryto find pictures in the texture on theceiling.
[x] The word "ummmmm" is used manytimes a day.

Score is: i m 48% dumb (take the number & mutiply it by 3.)

TODAY'S POST.

went to play bball today. sianjipua. liyi went to look for me. HAHA. met liyi, carrot & weisiang at mac. hahaha. i had to go fetch zongying. he really run lor. :DDD SO NICE. xP met FANG!! MY FANG FANG FANG!! hahaha. played bball. very tiring? found darwin loitering arnd. went home at 6.. kelly wanted to ask me go chit chat. bt i needed to go home. ): SORRY!

THANKS weisiang for the xmas prezzieeee. xP THANKS zongying & weisiang for going so far to pump the bball. ^^

RAWRRRRR~~ TOMMORROW IS SECONDARY ONE REGISTRATION! AHHHHHHHH! i scared paiseh!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. ))))))))): OMG OMG OMG OMG! ): i wanna call him later. i really miss him like crazy. bt yet when i think abt him? i get that butterflyey feeling. ): i rly wish that that feeling will stay. hais.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNEST & KEVIN! :DD

grrrs. i thought i would have gotten over the stupid stuff. i cant believe i still like you.

A HAPPY VANESSA.

2006-12-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

^^ feeling happy now. why? i dont knw. hahas. anson's mum SO CUTEEEEEE!

:DDDD

:x

"/

):

last day of modular. had band today. i guess i improved abitttttt? a teeny tiny puny bit? lols. anyway, had interesting walk going to bugis. i guess only tricia(if you still duno, means i hvn tell you yet. =x) will knw why. LOL. so dumb. HAHAHAHA. those images are still stuck in my mind. eeeew. i feel like laughing. hahahaa. yep yep. came back super tired. ):

ive been a HAPPY VANESSA. (:

& at 12pm;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN PRATAMA! :DDDD

happy birthday clara

2006-12-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA! :DDD

EVERYWHERE. michelle branch.

2006-12-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

EVERYWHERE

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are

'Cause every time I look

You're never there

And every time I sleep You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone I'm not alone

I am not alone

Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I catch my breath

It's you I breathe

You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see

So tell me

Do you see me?

obsession? hahas. maybe. just enjoy.

morning crap.

2006-12-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

taunned wiv tricia last night/this morning. chat on the phone.. tired like shyt lah. xP slacked like hell. then met at the playgrnd to go to mac at abt 6? it was soooooo dark. HAHAHA. insane. yes i knw. (: she forgot to bring her wallet! RAWRRRR. so i qing her drink kopi. she so goondu rite. HAHAHA. i dared her to drink the coffee thru a straw. bt the coffee cooled down b4 she did it. ): SPOILER! =x HAHAHAAAA. ate & crapped thruout the morning. ^^ go play swinggggggggggg~~ the sky lightened up. RAWRRRRR. crapped somemore! LIKE D-UHHH. EEEW! DOUBLE EEW! TRIPLE EEW! =.- HAHAHAHAAAAAS. i spent this morning crapping. (: i love that kind of feeling.

when a friend is there even in the darkest times of the day.

^^v went home & slpt. wdh lah. i din even knw i was touching my own leg. scared myself. HAHAHA. WHY IS TRICIA SO DENSE? BECAUSE tricia has a wax-coated brain. THATS WHY.
kidding!!

anyway, went for modular. classes are getting more fun now. nw that i understand btr & stuff. (: it rained like it nvr rained b4 today. like WOAHHHH. so i got up the bus SHIVERING LIKE I WAS HAVING FITS. =x
oh yea, for church camp people,

WELCOME HOME! (:

for sandra's account, i broke my promise agn. i swore today. ): im sorry. SORRY GOD!

hot guys.

2006-12-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

i just watched read it & weep. yea im slow. hahas. cos im busy mah. ITS SUPER NICE! :DDDDDDDD its almost like complete reality lah. THERE ARE TWO MAJORLY HOT GUYS THERE TOO. HAHAHA.

JASON DOLLEY (15) & NICK WHITAKER (18). :DDDDDDDD AHHHHHHH! they are so cute!! :DDDDD you might knw nick whitaker frm high school musical. he was ALAN. lemme refresh ur memory.

ALAN: [singing] Its hard to believe That I couldn't sneeze, See
that you were always there right next to beside me
MS DARBUS: Alan I admire your pluck..... As to your singing, that's a
wonderful tie you're wearing.
[Alan smiles awkwardly and leaves]

anyway. hahas. i din remember him myself. he sang "i will be around" in read it & weep. ^^ well, jason dolley.....i dont think i might have seen him. unless you have watched COMPLETE SAVAGES, SAVING SHILOH, READ IT & WEEP, CORY IN THE HOUSE OR CHASING DAYLIGHT. yep.

JASON DOLLEY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAVAN! :DDDD

hahas. yeah, thats him. so sian. ): i gtg. mum's nagging. HAIS.

NIGHTS! oh yea! listen to everywhere by michelle branch. ^^ you'll love it.
& i always thought.........

i need a hug.

2006-12-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

i knw sudden change of blog add & blog skin freaks. ): sorry. hahaha.

READ OF THE DAY!

its really nice. (:

drew this in my free time. hahas.

changing overnight.

2006-12-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

i wonder if someone can change overnight. i guess thats one thing evryone overestimates.

went to play badminton at kallang CC wiv weisiang, zongying & WESIANG'S FRIEND. hahaha~ mx & chloe said they wanted to go. but come stuff crapped up. bt, nvm. srry i was so crude anyway. yeah. so play play. well, cudn reach home early as i promised. cos i din knw hw to go home frm there. & thus i gt penned for my mistakes. yeah. so reached modular smelly, gross, sticky, dirty, tired, sweaty & MOST IMPORTANTLY, SMELLY. damn gross correct.

modular corrected my hate for maths & added more love for chemistry. YET, added more hate for physics. bt i guess i shudn be hating physics cos, i wanna do well in it. yeap. i wanna do well chinese so much. BUT THEN AGAIN. i need time. then, time & tide waits for no man. bloody hell. i shant revert to my stupid ways. cos who i m hates who ive been. HAHAA. ITS A SONG. bt, who i m really hates who ive been. ive been totally impaitient. & i also have been saying bad things behind people's backs(not say i started it. bt i didnt defend my friend's rights of getting siad for their own characteristics. thats my bad in part.). i hated studying. i hated sleeping. i hated some people yet i was a looked as if i was their best friend.
bottomline is i was a complete idiot.

& i knw that if some people read this, they wud be put off by my dumb acts. my stupid words. they wudn be my friend. they wudn be true to me. i knw. i knw. im sorry. bt i guess thats my retribution. but now, im getting back into my real life. & im gonna do better. so much better. sorry people that im doing my reflection here. hahas. ANYWAY. im sliding frm my original initiation. IM SO GONNA TAKE THE TOP SPOT NEXT YEAR. hahaha. im gonna be more attentive. this is nt WORDS ONLY. its gonna tough. bt i dont care. ^^ i soooo wanna be in the class. i sooooo wanna get first. ARGHHH~! I SOO WANNA BEAT LEUVEN! GRRRRA! heeeeeee.
(i hate people who purposely write good things abt people in their blogs for others to see bt yet they dont mean it. thats also hypocriticy.)
goodbye my obstacles.
KISS MY ASS! hahahaha~!

i love the gushing of the water. purify me. oh Lord.

YAY! im in tanjong balai~~

2006-12-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

YO PEOPLE! :DDDDDDD eh, you people must miss me okay? GIMMA TRUCKLOADS OF TAGS! :PpPpPpPp cos im going to TANJONG BALAI! ^^ dont ask me for what. cos ltr if SOMETHINGS knw.....hur hur hur, it would be useless going there! BUT! most of all, TRICIA MUST MISS ME! muahahahahaha~~ if nt i sure go there cry & come back blind. ): haha. im crapping. hahahas. oh yeah, please flood my tree (click here). ^^ make it have millions of ornaments hanging. bt dont message nonsense lah. :DDDD okayyyyy, love you guys loads kay? gonna be back on sunday, FIVE O'CLOCK! :DDDDDDDD oh yeah, hope i see putri.
I MISS HER SO MUCH!

yeps, i will miss you, but, then again, theres another question to it.

I FOUND OUT WHAT LOVE IS! :DDD

2006-12-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY FOUND OUT WHAT SOMETHING TRULY IS!!

yes yes yes YES! :DDDD i guess God just showed me bah. its not all the fantasies that you watch, its not all the lies tha you see. its not all the hypocrital stuff that you is real. IS NOT! :DDDD i cant explain it. but, yes...i understand now. &, i realised that i cant love him anymore. i mean as thinking. cos, its his fault by part. ):

three stuffs.

2006-12-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

ahhhhs. sandra, u want the photos, i have them in my comp. so u sms me when u want them kay? ^^

today had modular. yay~~ i like. ^^v

after that was 2pm's briefing. laughed quite alot. then ate at BOONKENG DERH KFC! YAYYYYYY~ 可以算是他们送我回家啦. hahahas. yay! rain like it nvr rained b4.

remembered that dere was band bbq & TADA! i ran there. ^^ wah. all in the shelter. hahas. wore the same shirt as xiuming only that hers was black & mine was pink. same taste yea babyyy? :D yay. den mama wanted me to go home to bathe. ): so had to change to other stuff. went down actually to just slack lah. the only thing i ate was marshmallows. hahas. yay. marcus say keep giving huili stuff. whoooo~ hahas. crapped wiv joyce mostly. ^^ yay. swing swing. then.......play? SLACKED ALOT! actually i also duno wad we did lah. played wiv aluminium foil. LOL. quite alot went home at abt 9? hahas. slack slack slack. crap crap crap. tried playing truth or dare. bt all lazy to think of questions & dares. lols. yeps. raymond & melissa went mad. :D

slack somemore then go home. today's word of the day?
SLACK.
goodnight & goodbye.

hows it like to be confused? ): i still hate the way you do it.

i miss you~~~

2006-12-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

yeah. today went to church. then went out wiv chloe to vivo to meet wenyi & yunzhen. after dat slacked in ps wiv chloe. tired lah today. its only 1030 & i feel stoney. =.= something's wrong wiv me. hais. ))))))))):

CALL MEEEEEEEEEE! i miss you. )):

din feel like eating. hais. felt kinda down for the whole day. rawrrs. what happened? hais.

dadaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~ call call leiiiiii. D:

hais. aiya.....bridget jones is such a stupid yet naive character. hahas. didnt expect myself to update lah. bt, anyway, i was too bored. so tired. & its only 1041. im dying. argghhhh. oh yeah, i decided that i shant put anyone down unless im just joking. joking counted mah? ah duno lah. bt definitely NO VULGARITIES! NO OMGs! & no other stuff. ^^

i miss you TOTALLY! )))))':

bbq dayyyyyyyyyyyy~

2006-12-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYY! im..........BORED! met feetpeople in church. TELL YOU AR, I HAVE NEVER i repeat NEVER been sooooo lucky in my life & i have NEVER laughed so much on one day wiv friends! HAHAHAHAHA! i have laughed tons more wiv cousins lah. but....ya knw? :PpPp

FIRSTLY, while i was walking, i saw MASTURA ON THE WAY! YAYYYYYYYYY! so she pei me go mrt. ^^ yeappppps. after that we met bevin there & huili, liyi, marcus say, xiuming & zhenqian. did i miss anyone? hopefully not. ): den crap wiv them for a while.....

SECOND mircale happened! as i went down to the escalator, THE TRAIN JUST CAME! YAYYYYYYYYY! HAHAHAHAHAA!! & i like took my time lahhh. so when i reached the door, the door just open. ^^thennnnnnn..

THIRDLY!!! I SAW JANE RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! like so qiao lah cannnnnn.. we were like both late together lahhhhhhhhhhh! hahahahas. yay! bt at first i cudn recognise her cos i was facing her sideways. hahas.

anyway, we met them lah. kor kor daniel, uncle ron, isaac, jianming, daly, gabriel, rebekah & cleon. ): sandra cudn go cos of unseen circumstances. D: & yes, bloody hell. CALVIN WAS LATE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~. as in a sense LATER then US lah. then moved to TPY in the COR van to buy yummy foooooood. gabriel was being totally DUMB in the van. okay, they knw why. SOOOOO..bought stuffs & went to CHANGI BEACH. saw an aeroplane upclose.. somehw, i hate this conversation..

vanessa:"ehhhhh.. why we pass changi airport boh aeroplane one?"
*evryone looks arnd for a plane.*
isaac:*saw one*"there! have wad. so big sumore...u pajiao ar?"
WAD THEEEEEE. )))))): in daly's words, i gt pawned. (if thats hw u spell it)

they started talking abt arena lah. =.- dont knw wad flirt here flirt dere. walau eh. bth sia. blah blah blah. setup then bbq.......bbq bbq..........OH YA! read this..

calvin:"eh. can eat anot..chaota?
daly:"think can lah. at least btr den undercook rite?"
vanessa:"EH! my marder say ar, eat chaota food can get cancer eh."
daly:"EH! EATUNDERCOOK ONE can DIE ehhhhhh~~"

LOL LAHHHHH! ohhh, so, bbq bbq........PLAY. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA. guys when to play soccer, ehhh then cleon & i were eating prawns. ^^ seriously, the prawns EYE cooked were nice lah. too bad nt many people ate. ):

eh. wait. i blog so long for what... -.=

lol. then some played taidi....OH YAH. CLEON CARRIED A DEAD HORSESHOE CRAB BACK FROM THE SEA. & i buried it. nt proper burial lah. bt, u knw.......den uncle ron found an ALIVE & KICKING CRAB. small & defenseless. ): erm. somebody dropped it then one of its pincers went off so, to put it out of its misery we cooked it & threw it away. played captains ball. & went to eat dinner!

on the way from changi beach to somewhere in hougang....
daly kept crapping.....jane, cleon, isaac & i bth. LOL. he was absolutely funny lah. jane was laffing like.........O: yeah...you get the picture? when we reached the kopitiam, calvin, rebekah, gabriel, jane, cleon & i formed some stupid asthma group lah. WDH!! YOU SHUD HAVE LISTENED TO GABRIEL..!! he was.....HAHAHAHAHA~~~! :DDDDD

went to set up some stuffs back in church & went home......!

bt i din go home. i met those that went for the band bbq at the bus-stop. :DD YAY! crap lor. then kelly, thaddeus,, rafi went home cos kelly was half dead & half uttering rubbish. =x LOL! yeah, then mastura &......her boyfriend went home. sorry orh. ))))): someone gimme a name???? so left wiv marcus, xiuming & i playing taidi there.. ^^ then play swing. marcus was mad? swing to the peak he jump down eh. omg rite? lols. then went home. ): my mum & i talked alot. (: abt general stuff lah. i guess...talking like this will give each other a better idea of how each f us r handling in life now. :D i guess its more of she give me lah. bt.....ya knw? i like to listen to serious stuff. (: yeappp. oh yeah. i got this weird feeling when HE called me this afternoon. i knw HE tried to drag the conversation longer cos....the way HE talks lah. ^^ but....i din mind eh. thatw as the weirdest part. :O

guess i gotta go sleep now....if nt tmr sure kenot wake up one. hahas. :D
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE! ^^v

i have pictures..bt im on my mum's laptop soooo i guess....tomorrow? :DDDDD

FRIDAY. 1st DECEMBER.

2006-12-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

yay. its 1st december. heeeee. watching all that. im so bored lahs. i SOOO thank marcus say for smsing me for like 15minutes? LOL. hahas. today had band. well, mr samad said i played too loudly. bt i cudn hear myself at all. i only knew that my pitching sucks BIG TIME. hahas. yeah. & when i thought i could if i brought my instrument home to like practise? my room made my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ have a horrible echoy sound. YES. EEEEEW!! hahahas.

))): im so bored. BUT, i have things to do tomorrow!! YAY! its bbq dayyyyyy.. heeheeheeeeeee. band got bbq so does feets. maybe i wud join band derh in the night? HAHAHA. LIKE OMG?? ALL THE WAY TO EAST COAST. O: or maybe we having bbq there? i dont even knw where feets are having the bbq. LOL. i nly meet tomorrow in church at 1230? HAHAHA. ))))))): can someone tell me what time band bbq starts?

& NO ANONYMOUS TAGS PLEASEEEE! its stupid & irritating. if u knw me, ask me privately. DUHHHHH.

HAHA.I LOVE YOU! :DDDDDDD

yucks.

2006-11-29T14:48:00.000+08:00

yeah. my class sucks. i hate my class. 1e1 sucks. 1e1 peeps have low EQ.
ESPECIALLY THE GUYS. BOOOOOOO!

maybe im just bored. or maybe the teacher sucks not 1e1. well, WHO CARES. )))))):
MOST GUYS HAVE LOW EQ!! THEY ARE ALL EMODENSE! rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i'm unhappy wiv the people around me! GRRRR. wads all the nonsense about?!?!?! why only when people kick up a BIG fuss den evryone will den care????? what kind of crap is dis? STUPID! if i talk to you & say WHATEVER, i just dun feel like talking okayyyyy?! all bullshit. BULLSHIT.

what am i talking about? i guess im just bored. im sincerely, deep from my heart, most guys have low EQ. especially guys under 16. hah. & yes, im talking abt himmmmmmm!

maybe im having these stupid frustrations cos;

i cant get over the fact that evryone i knw is hypocritical.
mr lee asked me to inform those MORONIC 1e1 people.
i miss camp.
im just bored.
i feel like sleeping.
i want my holidays to extend longerrrrrrr.
I WANNA GO TO INDONESIAAAAAAA!

i hate those people that talk to me just because they want to knw about sumone or something else. if you dont knw wads that called, its called being used.

why oh why?

2006-11-29T13:19:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness lahhhh. hw come so many people i ask, their aggregate is BAD BAD BAD? ): esp from bendemeer! NOOOO! this is SOOO NOT my school style. something MUST be wrong. most probably is MRS KUKUBIRD. that bimbotic bytch. stupid twit. get out of OUR school! GRRRRR. sickening. last time, u can ask anyone just ANYONE! they will tell u that they gt 250 & above. this sucks. GRRRR. of cos there will be such cases like 130+ lah. bt, maybe rarely lahhhhh!! this is sooooo hopeless. okayy. finally kachai tells me an average score.. :DDDD & he kills my hope cos he gt some stupid score instead. BRADDY HELL. BENDEMEER PRIMARY IS BRAINDEAD! fack.

anywayyyyyyy, what was i gg to post abt? oh yeah, my update on my going outs.

OFFICIAL;
THURSDAY 30th november.- class outing. meet at PS, MAC 1230pm. watching HAPPY FEET. (call them to ask.)
SUNDAY 3rd december.- meet up wiv sharmaine & yunzhen & co at fareast. for what urh?
MONDAY 4th december.- meet up ST & chloe to watch step up. ): im so slow rite. hahas.

UNOFFICIAL;
SATURDAY 2nd december.- feets outing. 1pm. meet where unknown
TUESDAY 5th december.- watch movie wiv tricia bahhhh. nightmare before christmas 3D?DECEMBER.- GO SENTOSA TO PLAYYYYYYYY. wiv who, meet where, what time, unknown.

bottomline; IM SOOOOO GONNA BE DEAD BROKE~~~! stupid pokkkkkk!

outings~

2006-11-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

oh yeah, this is a reminder for me. (:
OFFICIAL;
THURSDAY 30th november.- class outing. meet at PS, MAC 1230pm. watching HAPPY FEET. (call them to ask.)
MONDAY 4th december.- meet up ST & chloe to watch step up. ): im so slow rite. hahas.

UNOFFICIAL;
SATURDAY 2nd december.- feets outing. 1pm. meet where unknown
TUESDAY 5th december.- watch movie wiv tricia bahhhh. nightmare before christmas 3D?
DECEMBER.- GO SENTOSA TO PLAYYYYYYYY. wiv who, meet where, what time, unknown.

photos~

2006-11-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

hahas. okayyys. i said i will upload some photos rite.

stoned me, bottom left elysia, bottom rite nicky. i guess. im nt very sure. ):

i searched arnd my comp & found this. zhi en & i. ^^

yay! joel, sandra, vanessa, joshua. ^^ i sooooo love this photo~~

oh yeah, this was taken after a band day, i edited the photo. :D source; tricia's watch.

wellllll, she said self entertain rite??? xP

happy birthday seelai.

2006-11-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEELAI!

i guess in other people's life, im nt as important anymore. today almost evryone didnt care. even my mum. except one more person i shant say his name lah. ltr ppl wuhui agn. lol. bt yeah, he was nice. royston was fack today. im nt stupid & naiive okay. im VANESSA. im nt like any OTHER girl. =.= isaac, would u stop ur obsession of her. its killing me.

youth camp. other then the forcing...would i go? ha. wadever.

by the way, u stupid morons reading, can u tag after reading or stuffs? i think its very rude eh. ): i think lah. oh yeah, may nt be gg for band tmr. cos im still sick & dying. screw this fack. siannnns. this like sucks lah. being sick & no one cares. BAH. whatever. gg to call tricia later. im so bored. sekali she go geylang agn. LOL! :X HAHAHA.

are you just avoiding me?

sentosa is where my dearest memories are held. )))):

pictures.

2006-11-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

): im camp sick. haisssss~ & im also physically sick. hahaa. isaac's emotionally unstable. :DDD he's so FUNNAYE! xPpPpPp here are some pictures i haven uploaded for a LONG time. =.-

stupid. kenot upload.

nevermind. next time then upload. ): tmr gt tuition. quite fruitful lah. i made quite alot of noise in band today. cos i was VERY sick~. )))): pray for meeee. hahaha. yeaahhhh. tricia! go where? ): hahahahas. very tired lah. bye peeps.

SUP-ness is gone. ):

my camp. ^^

2006-11-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

im so stupid lah. nw den i miss camp. =.= heeeee~ i miss more of the friends side. the crapping group side. nt really the games or what lah. my group was IMMANUEL. lol. hahas. auntie adeline, sandra, chinwee. isaac & i were in it. hahahaa. isaac is sooooo funnaye la. lol. :DDD

my brain nt working properly. hahaha. tricia say one. ): hEEEEE! played many beach games in sentosa. i had to take care of a station on both days. ): sad la. hais. kenot play. i was always kind of separated from my cousins. quite sad la. nevermind. ): den alot of trainers complained to me about genevieve. i shant say what la.

tricia chew pretz SO LOUDLY! HAHAHAHAHA.

hahahahaha! i kinda miss zhi en, sarah, angelica, eeryen, PRISSY, ARENA, YAN TING, amos, joshua, nicholas, isabella & many moreeeee~ hahahahaha!

sea monkeys look like twigs?

kay. i cant take it any more. im so bored & feeling very ~~tricia~~ tired. LOL! so dumb la can.

oh ya! ISAAC LOW OWES ME SOMETHING! :DDDDDDDDDD cos he whack my backbone wiv a water bomb. ):

all i have typed above was when i was talking to tricia on the phone, thats way it so off. heeeeeee. & can i miss you? oh, thank you room 206 people. ^^ you guys rawkkkkk~

suddenly i miss camp so much. i guess its just that i go for camps & come back really missing them. & even crying over such stuffs. so i guess....its just automatically i dun wanna think of the things & the people? so din miss camp that much. bt after what calvin said. stuffs like he miss camp & such, i guess, i went back to what i always do? hais. hahas. GORGEOUS GABRIEL. gabriel gt raped many times. HAHAHA. ^^ love prissy for crapping wiv my last night. love arena for being open & helpful. love yanting for being a faithful christian. ^^

& I LOVE TRICIA FOR MISSING ME! :DDDDDDD

im just feeling so STEWPID. ): i miss you leiiiii~

im back.

2006-11-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE. IM BACK. :D but, i think no one cares whether im back or not. come to think of it, yea, no one really cares.

dun feel like posting the stuff i did in the camp cos, i duno? maybe cos im just sick & tired of the ~~things~~ i had to stand there. anyway, thing is, im back. thats all.
take care people.

who were you to be my friend. u effing bytch. it isnt the things you did, it was what you didnt. y are you so simpleminded. hurrR?

BOO.RAR.ROAR.MEOW.WOOF.HI. &im bored. ):

2006-11-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

BOO.RAR.ROAR.MEOW.WOOF.HI. &im bored. ):

today BAND. i think we played okayyyy. very fun lor. whole day talk crap. den kokwai play on his trumpet till his 1st button kena stuck. den ~~waashan~~ vaashan & i laugh like mad. LOL. sian. reached home at abt 6++ after sending tricia home. saw YIFENG! WUAHHHHHH! LOOK SO DIFFERENT. (omfg. btw, tricia was in total shock. =.-) i went home to sleep. i woke up cos my uncle was playing wiv my sister's feet on my face. -.= DO U FEEL THE PAIN?!?! hahahaha.

yeah. going to camp in a few hours time. about 10+ hours. do miss me okay? (: i dun care la. im bringing my hp. YAY. siannnnnnn! (: TRICIA! MISS MEEEEEEEEE! :DDDDDDDD

DO MISS ME OKAYYYYY!

bang! bang! bang! bang! im dead.

calling him today at 10pm! ^^

2006-11-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

although i said i shant update, i cant cos im TOO BORED. sooooo..

yay! today finally went out of my rotting house. :DD go millenia walk wiv rafi for his job interview. LOL. he so lame la. kip saying alot of ppl. hahahahahahaha. saw kamun. (: ~~neh~~ nvr call her though. heeeeee. den pao qu suntec eat & play.
YAY! WIN SO MANYYYYY SWEEEEEEEETS! :DDDDDD YAY!!!

i wanna go to the beachhhhhh to cyyyyyyycle AGAIN! HOR HOR HOR TRICIAAAAAA. see ur backside burn for 4 hours again. =x xD im so bored.

im going to play auditon okay people? ): BYEBYE! :DDDDDD

im gonna make a difference today! ^^

depressed.

2006-11-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

hais. feeling weirdly depressed. WAAAAA. DNANGEL! bloody hell. make me so sad & evrything. T.T hais. so tired. din wanna talk today. kept watching TV. haishhhhhh! THERES NOTHING TO DO! grrr. im so BORED! can someone ask me to go out?!?!?! GRRRR. niwa-kun. T.T he's SOOOO LUCKY! T.T

CAGED BIRD LYRICS.

2006-11-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

(i love the piano solo. ^^)

CAGED BIRD.
Takaku dono kurai tonde ittara
How high would I have to fly

Haruka tooku no kimi ga mienaku naru no?
Until I cannot see you anymore?

Hitomi soraseba,
If you fold one person,

raku ni naru kamo shirenai
You cant know what will happen.

Demo itsumo dokoka de mitsumete itai
I want to watch it forever.

Wasureru koto nante deki wa shinai kara
I will never be able to forget, so

Nasu sube mo naku,
There isnt even a way,

sora wo miageteru dake.
I simply look up at the sky

Maru de kago no naka no chiisana tori no you ni
like a small bird in my face.

Mado wo sagashite
I searched for a window

atemo naku, samayotte iru.
I searched without a lead...

Ima sugu ni aitai
I want to see you right now

kimi ga suki dakara
Beacuse I love you

Kizutsuku koto ga kowakute nigetai kedo
Although Im so scared Ill hurt you. I want to run away.

Mienai shigarami ni
Even if

tsubasa torawarete mo
My wings are stolen

Soredemo kimi wa
You will still be

kanashii hodo taisetsu na
The most important

hito.
person.

dont choose death in order to protect her. no matter what happens, must live to protect her.

fantasy is never real.

2006-11-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

(: been fantasizing lately. cause of the latest episodes of DN Angel. + the song caged bird. the efffect is TADA! making me rot. make me a little depressed of the boring & sad life i have. dang. im back to square one. ): someone make me vanessa once again.

watch this. episode 24. its super great. (: after that, watch from episode 1 yea. its something like a rounding up for all the episodes b4 the BIG ENDING. (: its very very meaning. keep to mind what Freedert-san said. (:

by the way, the opening song is True Light & the ending song is Caged Bird. ^^
enjoy.

& i beg for your forgiveness.

finished DN. Angel.

2006-11-18T02:17:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhs. just finished DN Angel. :D its so nice. ah. no words can express the type of emotion im feeling now. im so jealous yet so happy yet so sad. jealous cos riku-san & daisuke's love is so the perfect now. happy cos i knw they lived happily ever after. sad, cos NO MORE NICE ANIME TO WATCH!

heee. nw, feeling more & more weird. why why why ar? haisho.

daisuke made me feel alittle bad abt myself. abt, how i cud be a much more better person. yea. EH! U MORONS OUT THERE WHO HAVENT WATCH DN ANGEL MUST MUST MUST MUST WATCH! :D love this show to the max! WHOOOO!~ (: you guys will knw hw i feel after that. ^^
oh yea, wencong nvr call today. ):

i love me. yay!

when?

2006-11-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

heee. watched DN Angel the whole day. covered 20 episodes. :D i LOVE episode 18!! (: its sooooo ROMANTIC! AHHHHH!~~ :DD it made me think abit. what if the heart moves about, & yet cant find him. that would be like.....sad rite? hais. episode 20 also very saddening. mio hio sacrificed her doll life to let daisuke & risa love each other. i wonder why they want to capture dark in the first place. ): anyway, im like......kinda yea knw, wondering.

when, when would he happen?

am i just lovesick, or jealous?

dead ants.

2006-11-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

OH YEA. i remembered a brief post of wad i wanted to say. YAY. i have many ants' corpses/carcass under the translucent mat for my chair. LOL. so gross. so many dead ants.

i like this colour. (: reminds me of strawberrys. i love paste-lic colours!

just like how i love you. oh do i?

DN Angel episode 4.

2006-11-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

STUPID WENCONG. grrr. he say i say Get Backers not nice den kena headache as punishment. stupid. yea yea, Get Backers nice la. DN Angel nicer lei. WAHAHAHA. yay. just finished watching episode4. sian. why so slow ar. zzz. T.T woke up at 1pm today. lol. pig urh. i slept early last night. abt 230. yay. finally an early night. :D tired la. lol. kay. dowan to update ler. actually gt alot of things to update. but..i wanna watch ler. (: oh yea....

JAPANESE;
ichigo: strawberry
mashimaro: marshmellow
bento: packed lunch
immuoto: younger sister (eg. harada-immuoto)

break through the tainting white with darkness.

ANIME CRAZE!

2006-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

OMG!! NIWA DAISUKE IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE! AHHHHHHH! xD EXP WHEN HE BCOMES DARK! AHHHHHH~~~!

anyway!!! im watching ichgo mashimaro & DN angel on youtube. omg la. its so damn nice! ahhhhhh!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YAY YAY YAY YAY! AHHHHHHH! :DDD hope to find sumore nice anime. yay! get backers. HEEEEE~ nehhhhhh!

shippai mo atarinae dayo ne.
its natural to make mistakes.

yesterday + today.

2006-11-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahas. ytd i gt post abit more la. bt de thing din work. so, i guess i'll just have to post it today. YESTERDAY: MONDAY, 13.11.2006.

im just testing something from what blogger said bloggers could do. email to ur blog. i just wanna see if it like, u knw, could work. :D seriously, i have nothing better to do. haha. mum said i could go to the balai trip. just hope it doesnt cut into band, cos like, i dowanna get nagged by coral kong agn. =.= freak. im still pissed by the million calls. kay, whatever, my house still smells like omelette. GRRRR.also, i have this thing kor kor daniel mentioned yesterday resounding in my head.

"as long as your mouth confesses that you believe in Jesus, you can be saved. it doesnt matter you are baptised or not."

cool urh? i think God wants me to transfer this message to you guys. cos, i dunno, my mind kips getting this message as if theres a banner in my brain.

have a nice day people. (:

yeps. dat was yesterday. hahas. (: im kinda happy wiv the life i lead now. :D all thanks to? nah. nt FOR anybody or OF anybody. just. myself. (: mum told me today, whatever kinda life u have, lead it happily. (: siti came to our hse ytd. hahas. she's so cute lah. kip playing wiv my sister. HAHA. she's just so cute. (: oh yea, MILK TASTE SO GOOOOD! :DDDD YAY! drinking the third cup for the day. heehee. last night slept well. thanks to wencong agn! ((: (tonight i think im gonna die cos he said he slept till 8pm just now. T.T xP haha. thankyou worrr!)

felt quite bored in the afternoon, wanted to go out wiv cong & anson, budden cong papa & cong mama at home. so i went to play badminton wiv darwin. (: long time din see him ler ya? hahas. shyt. shoulder pain. anyway, went to void deck play. tricia's hp was flat. so... )))): haha.

den suddenly dis lil kid watched us play. o.O his name is aloysius. haha. saw him a few times luh, bt dun rly knw him. he ran over & asked darwin if he cud play, so he play luh. hahas. in a few minutes, he told me evrything abt him. WOAH. cool rite? yea. cool. hahas. primary six wad. bt his quite nice la. hahas. reminds me a little of joshua. hahas. cute. so he talk more den play la. talk abt evrything. darwin aso. he said mr koh fell down & had to be admitted into a hospital. so if im nt wrong, he's ~~stepping down.~~ retiring. so kelian. ))): i like him, he's kinda nice. i mean mr koh. ting shuo mrs gilbert is VP.. last time was mrs joyce lim. anyway, i still think mrs gilbert sucks. shes such a show off. she always shows off her "great" power. i dun mind her being all fierce & stuff bt, i dun like her being such a complacent woman. well, what can we do? i dun dun like ms hon. at least she's jokable & friendly yea? hahas. well, life's like dat ya?

so went home. went to walk nicholina wiv mum. saw these bunch of kids when mum was in shengsiong. i had to walk nicholina cos she was in a stroller. so i went rounds. ANYWAY, saw dese bunch of kids. i guess age ranging frm 8 to 14. heeee. i think dat 14 year old guy looks cute. :PpPpP haha. so dey were in the playgrnd yea? hahas. dey were playing so happily. :D suddenly, an image of my cousins & i were playing. woah. my heart felt a kind of weirdness. dat kind of missing. i also kinda noticed dat dey were wearing white shirts? i looked arnd & saw a funeral.

den, i tot of my ahgong's funeral. & i remembered a scene whereby, eugene & i came across a few ants going into an electricity box. as kids, we love to waste time rite? hehs. called ALL ourt cousins. stephanie, gerald, ernest, genevieve, joshua & john. lil horns went up & poof, de ants were covered in LEMON BARLEY, CHRYSANTHYMUM TEA (is that how you spell it?) LONGAN & many many more sweet drinks. hahas. more & more ants were crawling out trying to move their doomed hse. woah. we were kinda creeped out la. so tryed to "exteniguish" the ants by splashing water at them. dey din die. dey got MORE. kns. bt uncle john sim told us to stopd playing wiv the ants la. cos gt "service" le. i still remember. (: i still remember the nice moments wiv my ahgong. :D i will never forget him. he's such a nice man. till his death, he still thought abt my grandma. thats really the true meaning of TILL DEATH DO US PART. bt, appararently, my grandma.... ah. i shant go on yea? anyway, i felt a lil nostalgic. ):

ahhhhs. people.....so, jueding le ma? TUESDAY GO PLAY PLAY PLAY! meixuan, you can go ma? if u kenot, im the only girl ehhhh. T.T

all the right reasons at the wrong time.

2006-11-13T17:46:00.000+08:00

urgh. im having a freaking headache now. HAHAHAHAHA. bt im listening to london bridge. "OH SHIT" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! wdf laaaaaa. im laffing like LOL. okay okay. today's day was a total bad day. so yea. anyway, my mum cooked omelette. now de whole hse smells like omelette. "eeeeew." yea. EEEEW. damn. stomach feels weird. headache la. WALAU. grrr.

anyway, dese few ~~days~~ nights kept disturbing wencong. YAY! he so nice luh. he introduce me to all kinds of anime. YAY! lol. D.N Angel SOOOO RAWKS. :DDDD GET BACKERS rawks tooooo! cant wait for wednesday, thursday. friday for GET BACKERS. :PpPpP nice de lorr! ((((: D.N Angel duno gt anime dvd maaaa~ SO FREAKING NICE!!! yay!!! AHHHHHHH! "mr dark" i duno wads his other name is so damn shuai lorrrr. T.T so niceeeee.. all de adventure anime romance is so cute & ..... i duno wad to say. bt its just so great lor dat kind of feeling. will feel very jealous de.

wait wait wait. omfg. y m i toking like dis?? AHHHH!

(: hello. hahas. i love my hair. i love my life. i love my computer. no i dont. do i? haha. ive no idea. i love homework. im weird right. well..i do. at this time. cos there's like nothing to do at home. so yea. (:
im sooooooo excited cos of the kids camp. its gonna be so fun.

DEAR GOD, please please please multiply the numbers of the kids going to the camp? please oh please oh pleaseeeeee~!!

tell me your the one for me.

2006-11-11T15:19:00.000+08:00

RAHAHAHAHAHAHA. going to have tuition neh. heeeees. my holiday is full of tuition. ((: i LIKE! yay! den mum maybe allowing me to go balai! YAY! bt go for wad? lol. SANDRA CHENG! GO FOR WHAT? dennnn..oh ya. today kenot go jiang cos rain like hell. kenot go church cos rain like duno wad. sia la. the stupid clouds insane. run here run dere like v shiok lyddat.

:DDD

fuck.

2006-11-10T19:36:00.000+08:00

band was crappy today. joycelyn said it was my fault. it was raining. i gt scolded for strolling in the rain. & she fking gave me attitude. wad a nice day. hw i wish i cud have anyone of these days. i can dun give a damn. yea, bt i chose to try to initiate a conversation. i tries heeding joycelyn's words. i dun uds wad the fuck u trying to do. if u tink u wanna my life miserable, u dun have to. i had other worser experiences. im trying to be nice. if dis is wad life's gonna be like, i rather be a person wiv no friends at all.

nw, i wonder whose fault is it. think about it.

fuck this life.

you still dont understand.

2006-11-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

seems like, afterall this crap ive said, YOU still dont understand. fine, im not gonna waste space on my blog bcos of you. i dont want this to be dragging on. if u say u are sorry, what for? i told you, im not angry bcos of you. so? say sorry for what. i dont want an spology. i want a change. apologies dont make differences unless you were proud. in this case, you arent. you just take me for granted. u took me as if, i would always happy. but, did u knw, its tiring. tiring to make sure ur frown was the other way round. if there's really anything going on, just open your mouth. if there's nothing...dont give that face. i'll definitely walk away that time. by that time, again, now, im never. ever coming back.

btw, hey joycelyn, i only said that cos, i knew u wud say i was......ya knw, lame la. cos u always say that. T.T

meeting xuan tmr. hais. finally. hope chloe's going. yay! going to look for ms toh this december! :DDD i dont give a damn if i have class outing on that day. i dont fucking give a damn. i think i shall be a freaking loner next year. lonely nerd? hahahahahahahaha! no way. YAY! can see zhihua, fuzhi, shu e & many more!! YAY! hope ms toh remembers me lahhhs. sekali she married liao. WOOOOOOTS! she & her maggie hair. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

mum cooked dinner tonight. :DDDD woah, finally i can be this full. (: mama had shingles. ): hope she gets better soon. : hais. shaoqing teach me to chiong milk, so that i can grow taller! YAY! hope i can do the milk drinking routine like this morning. hahaha. yeps. & next year, i so wanna get good grades. no more stupid vanessa ever again. ((((:

AIMS;
1. grow taller till i reach 160cm by next year. (:
2. study like crazy. ))))):
3. wants wencong to accompany me go modular next year!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
4. patch back wiv friends. (if only she wants to.)

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
unless you dont want me to. which would be...stupid? xP

&&&& before i end this post, i love my mum!!! (((((:
(im SO GONNA clear the dishes tonight. :DDDD)

how could this be.

dont take me for granted.

2006-11-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

i'd been thinking. what would make my life easier by phrasing what i wanted from you guys. and, i knew how.

DONT ever take me for granted.

i hate that. sorry that i was so crude yesterday. i hope u guys accept my apology. its not that i was angry bcos of you. its not that i hate YOU. i hate your attitude. if you think im trying to be lame by saying that, let me tell you, its a totally different thing. some others cant take it as well. i know cos. maybe i was ONCE, a trustable FRIEND for u guys. hur. just. bottom line, dont take me for granted. so thereafter, forget this ever happened. DONT take me for granted. dont. if one more time, i ever become so pissed in my life, im nt coming bak.

thanks shaoqing & wencong. ((: still, my xiaodi RAWKS! :DDD urh hur, siang, after elton derh Olvl go out okay okay? :PpPpP

sorry that you guys thought that i was angry for other foreign reason, or singly only YOU. its not. its by whole. one for all, all of one. (: ya?

meixuan! (:

this was all i am.

i dont care.

2006-11-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

hais. ytd night so many things crapped up. i tink im hving a fever anyway. T.T hais. my boy....can u do smt? i........hais.

friendship things are gg down the drain. except for sharmaine, chloe, mx & shwutyng. YAY! :DDD same as ever. mwa mwa mwa! ((:

i hate em. i hate em not. i hate em. i hate em not. i hate em alot? lol. nah. no kidding. COME ON! SAVE MY LIFE YOU FREAKOS! sandra rawks tooooo. YAY! :PpPpPp evn wencong rawks! wad abt u guys. u stupid freakos. THINK! suddenly. i tot of what sharmaine said quite a long time ago. ~~"i hate the word irritating" oops. dats too far back.~~ nt rly said. i tink as in she posted in her blog. she said smt like mr hong mentioned abt friendship. he said that,

friendship is being friends wiv a person thru difficulties, obstacles & joy.
at all times.

means? i have only few friends. all frm primary school. i dun mean to be mean. or what. bt...cant u see? its all coming down. WHERE'S THE LOVE U FREAKOS!?!?! come on. look. im already putting in effort. alot of effort. yea, i knw u surely can see dat. bt, wad r YOU gonna do abt it.. its a different story. i can put in ALL my life into it. bt den agn, wad u do will den make a difference. i dun care if u feel upset reading dis. COS I AM MORE upset & hurt den u guys at the moment. YOU PEOPLE. THE WHOLE BUNCH OF YOU. read this,

I DONT CARE.

bt can you people hv more understanding & care??? im nt gg to be pushy or wadever. im nt asking much. just, CARE. okay? one day, if i ever go back to where i came from. u knw i HATE you guys. & i dun care anymore. i did that. i can do it agn! u bloody assholes. if u think i cant do dat cos i dun have any friends, think agn. i have more friends den u think i have. u guys dont knw wad is real love.

one day she is moody, de next she is not. WHY THE FUCK ARE WE SUPPOSED TO BE MAKING HER HAPPY? IT DOESNT MAKE OUR LIFE MUCH EASIER OKAY? SHE TALKS TOO MUCH FUCKING CRAP. WHY LET HER FUCKING CONTINUE. all this isnt gonna make our life easier. she knws. the moody one. she KNOWS. but so? she's not doing ANY FUCKING THING ABOUT IT. fuck. im gonna call mx. i dowanna talk anymore. it makes me sick.

i knw u guys wun care abt dis post. u guys will call me stupid. moody. siao. DONT. BECAUSE IM SERIOUS. ESP YOU. i knw u will do that. bcos when i was angry, u didnt calm me, u didnt talk to me. u just scolded me. yea. so much for a friend.

FUCK YOU.

whats it gonna take .

tired.

2006-11-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7am today. cos i was so tired & comfy on my bed. haha. was late for meeting mx & chloe. T.T srry people. hahas. den went to primary school. awww. we were kinda sad? yea. sad. hahahas. empired p6 netball interhse. not happy lah. cos dey kip ignoring me. hais. den ATE MEE SOTO. wakao. so freaking long nv eat liaos. hahahahaha! wanted to eat lor mee. bt was to full lahs. =.=

chloe went to my hse & mx went to parkway. both of us wanted to slp. bt after we saw de comp, we decided to PLAY! hahaha. audition! yay. sooooo we did crap. look at this.

stupid urh.

we gt bored changing male avatars rly quick, so we decided to make dis rly hot one.

*clap clap clap* :P den, we found the top corny soo...

TADA! :DDD

i said some avatars can see underwear. sooo... we turn the character to the lowest point..

duno wad ure supposed to see?

XD

YAY. den watched we ms swan & bobby lee. WDF! SO FSTUPID! hahahahahaha! went to find shwutyng, sharmaine, sylvia & randy. we happened to see denyse & kamun. hahas. both wearing purple. so matching. like couple. x.x how loving! :DDDD heeeees. after seeing some peeps wearing purple lingerie, we went to ps. ST & shar wanted to watch DEATHNOTE bt de rest wanted to watch FLUSHED AWAY. hahahahahahaha! so split. T.T well, i din regret watching flushed away. cos it so FUNNY! hahahahahaa. YAY! i love the stupid slugs. HAHAHA. ((((: please do watch. its so nice. (: after dat went to arcade to wait for shar n ST. saw tricia, joycelyn, brenda, anson, leuven & vincent. although yea, i saw dem, i pretended i din. bad urh. duno lahs. hahahas. bt i did tok to the people. ^^v met liaos. den go evrywhere to slack. cudn decide where to go. ideas like, buangkok, bugis, go home, stay here, play arcade, go pcbunk all came out. hahaha. yay. so slack for a long long time. until 7++. hahas. sian lahs. esp, randy. i pity randy. randy look as if he want to be anywhere bt here. hahaha. too bad lor. siannnnnnns. few things crapped up lahs. like dey always do. ((: bt i din lose my patience!! wow! long time i nv done dat. it just might be the ppl arnd me......................

im rly tired now. i shud go to bed. so. (: good night.

what could happen?

sianjipua.

2006-11-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

DARN. im SOOOOO bored!i have to post agn! im DAT bored alright. )): i miss stephie & gerald. hais. PICKIES ALWAYS RULE! YAY! xPpPpPp hais. only thing is dat, stephie & i have nth to say on msn. try to make it a point to say hi, n it leaves it as dat. hais.

i miss him la dah. hows? i duno he will nots. i miss uncle toooo. )): listening to BEAUTIFUL DISASTER. feeling sad. hais. duno how.

i really really wanna give my whole heart to you.

YAY!

2006-11-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

YAY! im lvl 13 now. unlike sumone..who's still 11. *whistles* hais. i wonder whooo. xP YAY! gg bak to primary school tmr. i wanna knw who on earth is joanne! YES! IM DETERMINED TO KNW WHO! =.= ltr sumone say i dramamama agn. T.T SEE LAH. zzz.

sianjipua. watch mr lee's movie for 38seconds i dowanna watch liao. kns. make me dun feel like eating my potato chips. kao. so fanwei sia. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! toking abt FANWEI! i suddenly think of MICHELLE! =x so bad la. hais. anyway, duno whether she gg anot tmr pei dem watch movie. hahahas. hope yes. xP COS IM NOT DERE! YAY!

right, this is a completely crappy post. i din get to ask him lahs. so.. T.T

i miss you. ):

nice sunday. :DD

2006-11-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

hehes. went to ikea wiv my family. hahas. played wiv toys. =.= my mum lah! hahas. yea, dey arent normal parents. :DD dey r nice mahhs. hahas. rearranged my computer. removed my old computer table. put in last time's dining table. =.= hahahas! kay la. nw more STYLE. :PpPpPp so funnnnn! hahahas! TO TRICIA: ehhhhh! my computer look nice now. hahahas! xPpPp

ahhhhhs. i go play audition now bahh. hahas. cos nth to do liaos. my uncle play battlefield 2 until like v shiok. feel like playing lei. xD hahas. yay. i like today bah. ltr eating STEAK! yum yum. ((((((((: my sister is uber cute. YAY. :DDDDDD
LOOKING SUPER FOWARD TO CHURCH CAMP! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

byY3xXzS twiiTtTsXx! xP
MWA!

does he miss me at all?

2006-11-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

RAR! im feeling soooooo lathargic. my mind is all abt him. haha. yea. all of sudden. MAN. i love myself. HAHAHAHA. tired jiu shi zhe yang lahs. ((((: TRICIA CAME TO MY HOUSE till SEVEN! hope she doesn't get a scolding. AWW. im so tired n im so missing him. graaaa! just watched you, me & dupree. ITS SO STUPID! omg. lucky i din go to a cinema to watch dat moronic movie. im feeling very comfortable wiv myself now. im aso feeling v comfortable. haha. dun ask me y. xPpPpPpP

whoooooos. im going off in 40minutes. hahas. which wud be 1030pm. :DDDD dun miss me den okay?? i had a super WEIRD dream last night. xP
TO TRICIA: i initiated the hand thing by like touching his hand luh. weird hur? BUT dat person held on when i let go gently. RAR!!! weird hur!! [suddenly rmbered. ]

HELLO! hahaha. im mad urh. telling TRICIA hello.
HAHA.

i miss SCHOOOL! i miss my SCHOOL LIFE! okay la. i dun rly miss the classes & stuff bt......i miss all the fun i guess. hahas. can i go back to the past for just one day? i wanna go back to my primary school n play eh. i still rmb dat evn though i rarely spoke to yishun n pengcong, i knw dat dey will be super funny. i wun nvr forget dat chloe, sharmaine, wenyi n all will be stuck together. haha. i rmb meixuan. :DDDDD i'll nvr forget all these. ((: i love you guys okay? dun think i will ever forget! NONONO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

right now, i miss TRICIA. cos she says she'll be online after her bro has finished using it. RAR! COMON! ONLINE! i miss him more. hais. i wonder does he ever tink of me. i wonder if my dream actually comes true. hahaha. dat wud be super weird. xP

i think i shall stop typing crap n crry on wiv my life. (((:
OH YA! we had pasta tonight. uncle was the chef. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD i love all his suprises. HEH! THANKYOU! although i din finish it. T.T

i love evrything about you.
vanessa was here. :D

long post.

2006-11-01T17:47:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY, yay! i ran in the rain wiv victor to go home. hahaha. only run abit la. de rest is just walking. T.T xPpPp nw im dry at home. so comfy. :DDD victor so funnaye, try spitting at a millipede bt kip missing. LOL. i tried, bt de millipede went into a hole. RAR! hehehe. den went home lorhs. today in band i tot we played quite well.. bt mr samad said we played like crap. i guess wadever we played was not GOLD BAND SOUND, thats why. (((: NEVERMIND! we'll do our best to attain the SYF GOLD AWARD NEXT YEAR. :DDDD oh yea, concert 2007 on 26th january. remember okay? AND GO! if u want tickets, come after meee~~~ not now. when i tell u guys so. :PpPpP going back to primary school tmr to promote our bloody school. RAR!
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NEXT, QUIZ TIME. T.T -chloe asked me to do this.
(i changed back the topic.)

Name 13 of your classmates you can think of now.

Dont read the question below until you have written all the names of the 13 people!
Enjoy this quiz.

1.tricia
2.shermine
3.shini
4.joycelyn
5.wencong
6.anson
7.brenda lee
8.leuven
9.vincent
10.shuan cheang
11.guanwee
12.elton
13.alex

how did you meet 10? /shaun cheang.
in my rawking class. 1e1 ((:

what would you do if you never met 1? /tricia.
i wudn laff my heart out n had a fish. )): she also wudn knw my secrets. HAHAHA.

what would you do if 2 and 6 dated? /shermine & anson.
o.O i wudn go anything bahhhs. ): bt dey wun cos shermine.....xD

have you ever seen 4 cried? /joycelyn.
ermmm. that image doesnt happen to be in my mind.

do you think 10 is cute? /shuan cheang.
yea.. i guess. he act aute quite funny lah. bt nt EXACTLY what you say CUTE. =x

how did you get to know 8? /leuven.
he's in my rawking class. and he sat beside me dis year. :P

would you ever go on a date with 12? /elton.
hmmm.. i dun ever tink so. )):

what is 7's fav. colour? /brenda lee.
i guess it has to beeeeee...black? hope im right.

What would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you? /anson.
o.O why so zhun?? duno. depends on him lah. xP

facts about 9. /vincent.
nice, friendly, funny, nice, did i say dat just now? oops. my buddy buddy. HAHA. xP oh! n he owes me Ben & Jerry's. :DDD

who is 4 going out with? /joycelyn.
nobody. hw abt me????? hmm. she'd reject me. )): haha.

who is 5 to you? /wencong.
MY DIDI! MY OH-SO-CUTE DIDI! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

would you ever live with 13? /alex.
ERMMM.. i think he's brother wud disturb me bah. i dun mind if its a diff rm. ((:

is 2 single? /shermine.
YEPS. bt...... :D

what do you think about 3? /shini.
MY sushi! my buddy buddy. (((: NICE!

whats the best thing about 5? /wencong.
u can call him anytime, n he can crap wiv you. bt, he wud auto switch off his mind when its 11. ): he can guess wad r might be thinking too. heehee.

what do you think about 11? /guanwee.
hmm. SHUAI! nah la. last time cuter. hahas. erm. very nice. he's gentle towards girls. :DD

fav. memory with 2? /shermine.
when we used to watch any movie in my room laff start to laff like bloody morons. xP

6 PEOPLE THAT HAVE TO DO THIS QUIZ.
1. vincent.
2. tricia.
3. joycelyn.
4. xiuming.
5. kelly-ann.
6. weiyoong.
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there were too many tags for me to reply, so, here dey are. ((:
REPLIES TO TAGS.
SERAPHINA; HELLLOOOOOS! :DDD
TRICIA; sad lorhs. how? i help u buy keyboard ar? xP
SYLVIA; o.O SURE GOT LA! 对我这么一点的信心而已? T.T hehs.
SIANG; haha. late lerh mah. wad to do..
KELLYANN; helloooooooooo ball-less kelly! o.O HAHA.
CHLOE; YAY! done. ((((:
CARMEN; HELLLLOOOO! you takaiire too yea? :DDDDDD
MEIXUAN; DARN i miss you so much all of a sudden. T.T
YONG TAU FOO; lols. asshole. RAR! ermm.. congrats for?

i need you so bad.

hellos!

2006-10-31T14:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

((: just testing. hehs. layout nice mah? i knw weird lahs. )): love me alrights? :DDDD

i took your words, and i believed.

laziness.

2006-10-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

heys. ((: ~im not missing you~ OH SHUT UP! *music stops abrubtly* thankyou. okayokay, enuf of this kinda moronic ting. hahas. today had band. wakao. i wan be crew i kena until mama bear. zzz. *grinds teeth.* grrrr. hahahas. nvm la. contribute to the school can liaos. (: esp, gg bak to my primary school for such tings. its okay wiv me. :D

ahhhs. finally passed my license. its was 7th time dat i passed. (: wasted my money. 750 times 7 is wad? lols. bt i tell u, de last license i did was great. ((: x7 perf. wow. hahahas. yea, WOW. hahas. im bored luhs. gg to call joycleyn ltr to have conference. hahas. tell you wad, i hvnt bathed. im still wearing band tee. lols. yea, i chiong too much audi lerhs. hais. lvl 12. so wad. i cant master 8k or chance. nvm. who cares.

ahhs. my friend friend relationship is having a crisis. damn. i cant hold old relationships. dey always have to come forward. one day, dey ARE gonna get tired n stop contacting me. den? wad next. i lose so many. nonono. dat kenot happen. hais. COME ON! VANESSA! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!????? where's dat oh-so-loyal-towards-friends-kinda-YOU??? rarrrrr~~

i miss STEPHANiE! grrr. moron. BAKA!

i wanna go for camp. T.T hahaha. zhi en also going off for church camp during some band prac day. :PpPpPp im sooooo gonna miss sandra's company. hehee. bt, ill rly rly try to make it a point to go to church. T.T i rly rly rly wish to overcome my laziness.

DEAR GOD,

Would you help me overcome my laziness? I would really wish to help my mum
in the house too. Will you help me to wake up evry morning on Sunday Sabbath
day? I'm sorry for all the days I didnt attend church. I repent and try very my
very best to go to church. Sorry God.

AMEN.

i miss you.
pickmeupnow, ineedyousobad.

im really, sincerely BORED.

2006-10-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

wasian. using my mama's laptop to update. suddenly felt dis urge to update. hahas. cudn slp la. hais. sumtimes, i wonder y we have to listen to teachers all the time. MOST of the time, they dun even listen to us at all! hais. dey also said, respect others first before others will respect you. bt, we listen to you, you dun listen to us! y r teachers always so contradictory? hais. wonder if they actually have brains at all. bored. hais. ltr at 9am gt band. im typing all dis crap in de dark. oni de laptop screen is a source of light to my squinting eyes.

darn. i rly rly miss my primary school.. come to tink of it, band makes me sick of school. its nt band-band dat makes me sick. its band practice-band. grr. of all days. HOLIDAY! take away my beloved holidays. now holidays r a terror. damn. sumore wiv all de tons of tuition. wow. i have no holiday. luckily, i still have my kids camp! YAY! dats smt i can actually look forward to. haishhhh. so bored! grrr.

waaaaa. u dun care me lerh isit. eh. i rly rly miss you la deh. u sure like wun derh lor. T.T sad sad neh. T.T lols. wawa. if youre wondering who im toking abt.. heh hehs. xPpPpP oh ya hor! tmr npcc also need to come back for ... erm. whatever that is. hahas. I CANT SLEEP! ITS 1:40AM!

grrrr.. i SOOOO wanna change blogskin. bt i just cant find any thats NICE! grrr. i dun have the STUFF to make a blogskin. sooo.. how? hais. BORED LAHS. damn. anyway, erm. wad was i toking abt? oh ya. teachers. =.= dey are just so ANNOYING alright. oh my gawd. i rly cant find anything to blog abt.

OHHHH! I KNW I KNW! audition! oh fk. makes me real mad.
i cant pass my lvl12 license. i also found out that alot of ppl r stuck dere
too. check out the score. haha. all stuck dere.

you nid 14 perfs, 2 consecutive perfs n 370k score.
DANG. u tink its easy? its NOT! its SO DEFINITELY NOT! im so
fked up just
because i kept failing it! you knw hw much one round costs???
750den! WAD
THE HELL! LUCKY I GT 59K TO BACK ME UP. if not, i'll be dead bloody
BROKE.
-.= so. dis brings me to 2 conclusions.
FIRST conclusion: dun play audition. xP
SECOND conclusion: train up ur chance n 8k.

thankyou. this is a talk brought to you by a auditioner; sotong please pm here if u read dis. ((((((((:

cheerios. :D
i really really miss you. do you care in the first place? hais.

bbq + end of year.

2006-10-27T13:56:00.000+08:00

sian. sku is over. ytd was bbq. ahs. din turn out to be as fun as i tot it wud, bt yea.. it was still enjoyable. :DD typing wiv one hand nw. the other one is helping me hold my milo bingZ. (((: hehs. de food was nice eh. mum came for meet the parent session. my sis came too. haha. evryone said my sis was cute. THANK YOU PEOPLE. (: yay. i gt 19th in class. im definitely gonna transform into a nerd next year please. i wan my chem + bio n double maths.

prawn, leuven, clara, weiyoong n others i tink, tried prying for apples in de salad. hahahaha. clara n joycelyn tricked leuven into eating de yellow pepper. clara tricked michelle into eating de yellow pepper. u shud have seen michelle's exp. HAHAHA. :DD so cute sia. xP anyway she still ate it. whereas i just stuffed de yellow pepper into clara's mouth. haha. she din chew it. she din swallow. she jus left it dangling dere. HAHAHAHA. so darn funny can~ no more apple den weiyoong n leuven stop eating. zz. lameshiet. hahaha.

den ppl started throwing ICE. hahahahaha. all mad. leuven turned into a penguin. hahaha. oh yea, i rmb a conversation joycelyn told me.

zhi en:*threw ice into zaw htut's shirt*
zaw htut:"eh joycelyn, wad he throw ar?"
joycelyn:"orh. he throw ice."
zaw htut:"oh"

LOLS. whereas leuven turned into a penguin n tried to let de ice dry. =.='" ltr mr lee ask us stop throwing tings n start packing. bt nobody listened. hahaa. den all pretend go home. HAHAHA. den of cos, NICE OLD ME pack lor. :DD actually i was de one who started splashing water over evryone. HAHAHA. YAY! HOLY WATER! WHOOOOOOS~~ HAHAHAHA! moved de pit. so fun. heh hehs.

den zhiwen, alex, vincent, guanwee, wencong, elton, anson, leuven, depak, shaun, joycelyn, tricia, brenda n i went to PLAYGROUND. at first, tricia n i went to buy WATER. hehs. sprayed almost at evryone. (: bt joycelyn never kena de water. )): den played ice & water. sounds lame rite? bt so fun can. hahaha. so long nv play liaos. wencong n alex were de catchers. haha. so many ppl pretended to turn into ice. xD shuan n i crawled under a slope. den alex was behind den he "herm herm." hahahas. zhi wen n i went to play monkey ~~car~~ bar. lols. typo. xP so fun. den suddenly dat idiotic alex climb. WALAU. climb dere climb back den climb dere climb backwards den forward n backward at least 5 rounds eh. T.T so pro. hahas. den EVRYONE STARTED PLAYING WIV DE MONKEYBAR. T.T lols. i tried climbing backwards, so did alex. den BOOM! n i ended on de ground. WIV MY FEET ON DE GROUND. i din fall like leuven did. =.= he jumped over a rock, i tink, n fell. HAHAHAHA. den play for a very long time until shuan needed to go home. wencong den asked zhiwen whether dey wanted to go anot. hais. so all de guys went home.

i was left wiv my buddies. (: played swing until joycelyn's dad called. n she had to go. ))): so brenda, tricia n i went to some void deck n played truth or truth. hahaha. lame rite. so we told each other , each other's weakness n strengths. [well, dats how u make a friendship stronger rite?] hehs. den brenda went home cos it was like 936? hmm. hahas. so tricia n i played at brenda's hse downstairs derh playground. haha. talked. den we walked home. stopped near de bridge to talk agn. haha. den walked agn den stopped at de mailbox to talk agn. dis time, for a long time. lols. talk until my legs gg to break sia. lols. hais. so went home. so darn tired! yet, i was getting a little hungry. so, i became a maggie chef. COOK DRY MAGGIE! haha. den gt conference. so funny can. after eating i went to bed. haha. talked so much. mostly crap la. de fone filled wiv laughter most of the time. hahaha. joycelyn said she was tired. so was leuven n i. hahaa. read this:

joycelyn:"eh. wo qu shui liao.."
leuven:"eh. dis nt a PIG FARM okay."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! den i fell aslp. =.= leuven was crapping all the way when joycelyn was sleep talking. hahahhaa. den she accidently hanged up n leuven was so darn angry cos he claimed he said alot of stuff. HAHAHA. so funny larhs. overall, ytd was memorable. (: looking forward to CLASS OUTING in DECEMBER! (: i dun care if dere was band on dat day. :DDDD 1E1 SOOOO RAWKS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

MANY things happened ytd. hais. i still tink abt dat incident. DAMN!

OH YA! ytd my cousin also went to jakarta. T.T she almost cried. gerald n i kept crapping. haha. i soooooooo wanna see my cousin soon. T.T

toodles. (:
im gonna miss you. dun let go please?

SUAY DAY!

2006-10-24T15:39:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY!

SO SUAY LA I TELL YOU CAN.
ytd nt happy! kao..
1. WAKE UP AT 645! chicken.. wake up so early for wad. so reach sku
early lor! zz.
2. kena scolded by mr lee even it wasn our fault. its was de STUPID
BOYS FAULT. ALL FRIGGIN BRAINLESS! FUCK YOU BYTCH!
-that bytch who was acting all bimbo-ish

then evrything was fine. but....after school.

3. i drooled when i was sleeping. dammit la.
4. vincent din reply me when i asked him where he was.. so i ended up
rawting at home.
5. i was called down by tricia to play badminton. i was like YAY!
bt appararently, the ending wasn so nice at all.
6. RAR! he fell aslp n i woke him up. aint i bad? actually is his mum
who woke him up la n i din ask her to wake him up, bt i din stop her so....
my bad in part. ):
7. mama din cook any meat. zz. in de end, auntie leecheng bought
doughnuts n peach crossiants for us to eat. hehs. THANKS~!
8. I FELL ALSP WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL JOYCELYN N LEUVEN
AT 1AM! IM SOOOOOOO.. SRY!

SORRY LEUVEN LAO BA!

SORRY JOYCELYN XIAO MEI!
T.T

anyway, dere WERE come good things that happened though. (: like my cousin came to my house n rawted together? mama din rly nag at us. hmm.. n we bought TONS n TONS of ice-cream. hahaha. im eating some now. :D i soo is gonna be FAT. T.T well, b4 dat actually happens, im gonna eat all i can! hahahaha. wow. my posts are getting longer arent dey? oh man.
im sooooo..bored. gg out to eat my dinner. heh heh. (: im so gonna miss my dearest cousins. ): bt wad can i do? )))))))):
have a nice day.

i miss him so badly.

happy birthday kelly-ann. (:

2006-10-22T17:25:00.001+08:00

oh ya. zz. forgot to post this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY-ANN! :D

i soooo miss you.

BBQ PARTY!

2006-10-22T14:19:00.000+08:00

YAY! went to joshua'a hse ytd. had bbq~. hehs. so FUN cannnn~.. supposed to swim. den i didn. cos lazy. so in de end went to play badminton wiv stephanie. HAHA. so many ~~stupid~~ funny incidents happened. haha. YAY! hehs. played like...so long? hahas. the dumb security gurad came three times. idiotic. we played till like..i think 7. frm 3 plus i guess. hahas. yarh. went up to have our dinner. -the leftovers frm de bbq- zz. nvm. we had FUN. auntie leemeng let me drink wine. walau. my throat so hot lor. sian. i din get drunk la. bt bcos of de stupid badminton i gt REALLY REALLY tired. hahas. its gonna be a long time before get dat tired agn. T.T which reminds me yet agn, THEY ARE LEAVING! T.T grrr.. stupid nehs. nvm. dey r gonna be back like REAL soon. so yea.

we went back really early cos my sister nided to go home. abt 8. uncle mengchiew drove us back. talked abt last time. when ALL of us [meaning my mum, i, LEE family, KHOO family and CHIN family, and de other KHOO family plus mama n gonggong i think.] went to NIGHT SAFARI. YAY. dey say until like we had so much DAMN FUN lor. hais. I WANNA GO AGN! YAY! hehs. ytd was like really really fun. hahahas. AND the following statement is a LAW OF SCIENCE;
hem

"ALL ADULTS LOOK LIKE IDIOTS WHEN THEY TALK TO BABIES."

:D have a nice day!

im not gonna be one. (: and im SOOOO gonna miss you guys! T.T

my situation.

2006-10-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

hahahahaas. im so bored dese days. i miss uncle....~~ i love my mum....~~ i feel guilty to hw i go against my grandma. i miss my grandpa. im gonna miss de lee family. i will really really hate myself if i hv to see de separation [aka de Ggap] of me n my cousins. weird huh. last time, i dun rly tink much abt dese kinda tings. hahas. i guess, dis is wad it means to love someone. hahas. i rly tink abt my class too. well, mr lee say he maybe make me a prefect next year if i want to. bt...im tinking dat, maybe all dis doesn rly matter nw anymore. maybe. i duno. i'll see hw it goes.

the next ting dats on my mind. friends. hw does one make friend.. time? love? care? wad is it. sumtimes, i feel dat i dun have a friend. at all. even if i knw so many people. bt wad if dese ppl..are jus people? ah. peeps.. tink abt it. and hw do u tell dat u appreciate dem? well.. rly. tink abt it.

i rly wanna say i appreciate my mum.. (: u cant find a mum like her. :DDD

i love my mum! :PpPpP

YAY-day!

2006-10-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

YAY! stupid la. last minute go play netball for olympus. gt 2nd for girls n novelty. gave de novelty medal to kamun cos i lazy to bring home. din bring bag today. hahas. i n cailin like so gum in netball. LOLS. kk. i dun be stupid. siannn... hais.

my audi skill nw kns one. no mood to play. YAY! gg to be 9pm liaos. heeheeeheeeeee~ hahahahas. stupid. my mood seems to be like a swing. one day happy one day sad. lols. at least btr den tricia. 1 hr happy half hr sad den 2 hour happy 4 hr sad. walau. even more spastic lor. ROAR DAT! x[ kay. im laffing like shyt here. for wad? i dunno.

played badminton today. i used de container to play. den i used my slipper. lols. i pro lahhhhhs. hahas. den whoever whack de ting must say name of person/food/teacher or surname. hahas. so stupid lor. mrs kim! mr kim! miss kim! grandpa kim! grandma kim! tricia kim! joycelyn kim! den duno wad la. sooooo funny can.... hahahahas. kay la. i siao liao.

YAY! lets all be spastic for a while okay? x.O LOLS. YAY!

YAY! for all de ~~stupid~~ GOOD things dat happened today okayyyy? except for somethings which arent meant to be told. (:

i love you oh-so-too-much.

exam results improvement.

2006-10-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

HEYOOOO. nt happy today. hais hais. sad sad derh. oh ya.. prawn said he look more shuai.. like o.O wad de... weiyoong say he can tell he like me.. like O.o wad de... lols. nth to say.. anyway. exam results lai lerh. (: i improved!! hehs. mum nt v happy wiv de geog careless mistakes. hahas. well, i cud see she was glad when i told her i din fail chinese!! HAHAA. (: yeps la. i dowan to tok liaos. tired. gg to FLLYYYYYY lerh! :DDD

byeees.

one last chance.

distraction.

2006-10-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

went to play audition. dun ask me why. its cos i wanna distract myself frm calling him. all i nid is a distraction. if i dun sleep well enuf tonite..i tink im gg to break down in class. shyt. NO. NO! I CANT! i cried 3 times in front of de comp just now. stupid rite. zz. kill me. dis life is pathetic.

i still want life to go on.
i dun like getting distracted. bt for you? sure. bt i still dowanna forget you.

anyways.

2006-10-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

anyways.. im posting dis for airu, chloe and sylvia's sake. :)

INSTRUCTIONS.
__; think about 15 short bits of interesting of stuffs about yourself.
__; come up with five false statements regarding youself , but for fun's sake keep them in threshole of believability.
__; jumble them all together and list them in any order.
__; post them and let ppl guess which five false one are.
__; let five ppl to do the same.

1. i feel like giving up on him.
2. i hate killing cockroaches.
3. i always loved to cut my hair.
4. i had gone to study in many different primary schools.
5. at times i really hate my friends.
6. i hate to sing.
7. i wud cry when i tink of de past n watch my primary school graduation movie.
8. i have only 3 great friends
9. i have stage fright.
10. i can multitask.
11. my exam results suck like shyt.
12. i tink my didi is avoiding me.
13. i had never wished to rebond my hair.
14. i really hate my sister.
15. i'd rather study for chinese than english.

FALSE STATEMENTS.
4. i had gone to study in many different primary schools.
nope. im loyal. :D
6. i hate to sing.
oh yeaaaa~ i love to..although my singing kills.
8. i have only 3 great friends.
LOLS. no way. GSC has 6 peeps. one gone, my life is shattered. plus those 4 morons. xP
9.i have stage fright.
zz. if i did, im nt vanessa.
14. i really hate my sister.
i love my sister. (:

yeps. thats all. if u wanna question abt de other real ones, ask me.

THE SABOTAGED.
1. zhihua.
2. wenyuan.
3. wencong.
4. sin ee.
5. shwu tyng.

:D hehs.

im still sad.

I feel like giving up. i.

2006-10-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

oh my tiannnnnnnnn~!!! grrrrrrs.. i feel like asking if he still like her anot eh. i want him to tell de darn truth. i really NEEEEEED to knw. cos he cant care less abt her. she knws. she can feel it man. hais. cant dey jus pretend nth evr happened n be friends? GRRRRRR.. IM SOOOOO CONFUSED!!

there are no third parties.

make a guess.

she really wants you to knw that
she still loves you.

mei you yi fu chuan.

2006-10-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

我今天真的不是故意要穿黄色的衣服的！！！我是真的没有衣服了，请你和你们千万不要误会！！hais.

im still here.

exam over.

2006-10-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

HEHS. sians. exam over lerh. bt duno wad to do wiv de free time. jus met chloe, wenyi, sharmaine go play bball. hahas. i wan to play badminton n at de same time audition.. lols. i wan go out at de same time chat on de phone. xP hahaha. yeps. i nw gg to settle some of my problems den i go play audition lerhs. (:

tata~.
i still love you.

audition down.

2006-10-11T17:35:00.000+08:00

YAY. dnt is over. it was horrible. grr. din knw hw to do. i oni knew hw to draw. tok abt drawing. zz. tms's art. i hvnt done a single layout. zz. tricia scold me senseless!! T.T ah. hu cares otherwise. hahas.. im prepared to fail. im tinking abt jus nt gg for art exam. den i can jus fail it w/o wasting my audi time sitting staring in mid air. my mum wud allow. bt..u knw mr lee lar. hais. tmr's another awful day. today was bad enuf. daokia. zz. ah. btw, u knw y im blogging? cos audition down. lols. sians.. yeps. so...im gonna go draw some stewpid fishes n come bak n play agn. (:

tata. :D
daokia. dun tink i duno.

special request frm prawn. :D

2006-10-10T10:57:00.000+08:00

HI! im back! special request from JOYCELYN PRAWN. (: since when was her surname prawn. weird. lols :D yeps. nth much to blog. i oni knw dat my exam results r sure gonna end up shitty. sad? yea. i knw. haha. i dun even knw hw to find area of trapezium. grrr. sian. feel like playing bball. bt i dowan bcome chaota. hahas. ate shermine the big breakfast jus now. hahahahah. :D tmr dnt n after dat art. oh man, kill me. all my layouts nt done n i feel like slping. zzz. slept during math paper 2. so paiseh. i was like de oni one slping when de teacher said we shud nt be slping. n den most ppl turn n face me. SO PAISEH! of cos, i oni knew dis after shermine told me. ):

havent been online for a long time. miss me yet peeps? hahas. yeps. dats all for now? gg to play audi soon. OH YA! deres dis bk called Perfect n another called Meri Sugarman Psycho Queen. both r super nice. so go to de library n borrow! if nt borrow frm me. hehs. ((:

he's so cute dese few days. :D wad to say? xP tired like shiet. aww. sumone ask me to go escape cannnnn?? so long nv go lerh! if nt go pei me buy bks! lols.

aw. i miss you so so much.

exams and more.

2006-10-05T17:35:00.000+08:00

(: hie. no more english, science and mother tongue. :D YEA. FINALLY DE MOTHER TONGUE IS OVERRRRRRRRR~~ xP zz. tmr i geography. i nt scared fail. bt i scared kenot get a1. grrr.. mus jiayou, jiashui, jiawadever. T.T no audi for me.. cos de server dun allow me go in. argggg. gg to lvl 10 liao den do dis to me. T_T i go zq suan ler. ROAR. i miss band! hahas. mannnnn~ i wan dis week to be over eh. den monday literature, tuesday maths paper 2, wednesday dnt, thursday art. yeaaaahhhhh.. den can go mad liaos. hahaha. kay la. i tink im gg to study geog now. hmmmm.. toodles! (:

oh yea. i love you yeah?

bored.

2006-10-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

:D english n science exam is OVER! :DDDD hahas. im so BORED. my sis prefers tricia! xP watched the lake house. den played? lols. boring la. i wan go play audition liaos. (: kay bye~.

:D thanks. pls sleep well tonight.
-both of you la. haha.

the real slim shady.

2006-09-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

hahas. listening to the real slim shady nw. haha. so funny. "so all the real slim shadies pls stand up" hahahaha. anyway, din go for jiang wiv tricia today cos my auntie fetch me. (: ate katong laksa! haha. aiyo.. i damn lazy to blog eh. bt today damn funny correct liao. den play wiv the mosquito ting. nw i knw one girl in jiang call esther! haha. :D hu lao shi kenot hear the mosquito tingy. lols. too bad larhs. im gonna try it in class on monday maybe. xP

wad are we gonna do now?

i smell gooooood! (:

2006-09-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

:D i smell GOOOOD. hahas. jus tried a body shop body soap n shampoo. SMELL DAMN NICE AR.. my living rm aroma nw PASSION FRUIT SEH. haha.

:( y arent we toking.